Tuesday, September 21, 2010
how long is this going to last.
"im going to spend my mooncake festival alone. when everyone else is going to enjoy the company of one other soul"
"loneliness is filling me"
"i want distractions but that's the thing i least needed at current. then again any distractions would drive me into depression."
"what am i suffering from? homesick? lack of a 23hr htht soulmate? or do i simply lack nutrients to drive me happy everyday."
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i wanna speak up. but something's stopping me. i cant afford to take up other people's time at my own interest maybe? it is especially ironic that im reaching out to people who already have problems matters to the heart. so how can a heartbroken soul fix another?
i need. to get over. this. shit.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 11:48 PM