ok. im tired. but i still wanna blog.
with my alternating blue braces on, i wore a blue striped shirt to bugis to meet stepffie. ok. bought 2 leggings, one of which is blue, a huge blue top which i came home to realise i underestimated my butt size =.= and a blue jumpsuit that fits too perfectly because i prefer it not to stick too close to me..
oh wells. im happy. although i dont think i answered my second last paper well today, i think i expected that kinda standard of questions anyway. so im not devastated.
ahhh. was either smiling in bliss (nope. not guys. it was pure bliss and thankfulness from deep withing) or a frequent spastic huge wide grin to myself (this occurs whenever a person i enjoy seeing comes to my mind. i seriously think i need to learn to hide emotions from facial and body languages..)
stepffie is pretty although she was late (irrelevance within sentence structure i know. or you could form a causeway link saying she was late because she was trying to doll up. but no. we all know it wasnt.)but anyway, i thank you so much for going out with my today. it might not have meant much, but i really enjoyed the accompany and talks. and oh yes, the amusing comments you give occasionally (:
oh my. my paragraphs are so messed up. ok. dont care. i enjoy my randomness.
other interesting things that happened tonight are: everyone at the dinnertable today was wearing blue; i broke the showerhead holder, but it was really really weakened by rust in the first place; i am at home; i went shopping in the midst of my exams; i wore my heels in my room just now..at home.. yeah, wtf did i do that? vanity lah; i really need to grow more boobs.
ok. i cant remember much already.
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at 10:54 PM
sleeping on a stomach of lunch and immediately after exams might have been the cause :/
i dreamt about 2 guys, 3 girls, my school, after an exam, waiting(i think my dream lingered alot on this),and a broken guitar that is made in germany(was upsettingly wondering how to compensate the owner = the one i was waiting). O_O notice how i connect such irrelevant details so subconsciously. and to add on to the queeriness.. 3 are from current, 1 is from jc and the last is a PRC classmate from my secondary school. to an extent, you could say that these individuals are completely unrelated individuals. ahh. i need a dream analyzer and this is what i found. (today i seem so.. 'eng'. usually i just brush it off my mind.)
weirddreams.net
Meaning of dreams about Boy
If you are female and dream that you see or are a boy, then it indicates that you are developing the masculine aspects of character (haha dont deny, shant deny) . Alternatively, it may represent your feelings about a real-life boy who is important and significant to you (OOOOWW) . You may have a crush (eeerrr. GGXX lol)on this boy and your waking thoughts of him have carried over into the dream world. Your motherly instincts (oh great. thanks =.=) may be taking over. If you are an adult male and dream that you see or are a boy, then it suggests your playful, innocent, childlike nature. Alternatively, it can symbolize the immature aspects of yourself that still needs to grow. Your inner child may be trying to draw your attention to parts of yourself that you need to recognize and acknowledge.
Meaning of dreams about Friend
To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected (huh, i am?! T-T) , but are ready to integrate this rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news. To see your childhood friend in your dream, signifies regression into your past where you had no responsibilities and things were much simpler and carefree. You may want to escape the pressures and stresses of adulthood (OH YEAH. VERY important during times like examinations) . Consider the relationship you had with this friend and the lessons that were learned. Alternatively, the childhood friend may be suggesting that you have been acting in a childish manner and you need to start acting like an adult. To dream that your best friend is dying, suggests that some aspect or quality that your best friend possesses is dying within your own self.
Meaning of dreams about Girl
To see a girl in your dream, represents your playful, innocent, and childlike nature (O_o) . Perhaps you have been behaving prematurely. To dream about a girl that you just met, represents your anxieties and thoughts of whether you had made a good impression on her and what she thought of you. If she told you that she disliked you in the dream, then it may be an excuse for you to dismiss her and not pursue a relationship that is beyond friendship. For a man to dream that he is a girl, signifies that he aspires to be an actor and play female parts.
Meaning of dreams about School (ahhhhh. boring.)
To dream that you are in school, signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about performance and abilities. You may also be going through a (spiritual learning) experience. If you are still in school and dream about school, then it will naturally serve as a backdrop to your dream world. Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life.
Meaning of dreams about Guitar
To dream that you have or play a guitar, represents passion and emotion. It also relates to sexual connotations and may signal an erotic dream. To see an unstrung or broken guitar, signifies disappointments in love (hmm. can it be that i worried more about that i have to pay a huge sum? MADE IN GERMANY LEHHH.) .
Meaning of dreams about Waiting
To dream that you are waiting, is indicative of issues of power/control and feelings of dependence/independence, especially in a relationship (get lost. why is it always about relationship) . Consider how you feel in the dream while you were waiting (i felt neglected. but i kept on waiting for that person to return. anyway i was mugging, so i mugged and waited.) . Alternatively, it may denote your expectations and anxieties about some unknown situation or result. You are ready to take action.
oooh. so quite interesting. hmmm. ok. tells quite abit of my current situation haha. oh wells. time to get back to mugging. happy being entertained with that webbie people!
BY THE WAY. the picture above is edited by myself. haha. it IS a bed. supposed to be a nightmare bed. and i edit until it looks like a plant cell under light microscopy or something, aint it cool? haha. ok. when i have more time, i'll edit more pictures and post them up (:
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at 5:17 PM
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at 9:28 PM
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY JWONG!!and the tears you cry
at 1:37 PM
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dont be selfish.
dont be compulsive.
dont.
just dont dont think too much when it comes.
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