e last qihang performance. for me. duh.
Happy Belated Qihang 2006.
gosh. this is e most n one n only n last emotion qihang i've had. i cried! imagine. omg la. actually i hesitated to cry. i didnt want to get so emotional... but when i think of this qihang as my last... no more fun paiju-s... no more sheila,honghui,jacq,pei,joanne,huiping,carolanne,wenyi,chao ji wu di pi li shua-s--in short.. the crew. oh man. wat happened? i think i just love them too much. shit. m i a lesbian? they called me scandleless... while i called everyone sandleless...--no one wore sandles. haha.
in order to wake myself up n make myself more hyper for e day... i went for a 10min jog downstairs(of my hse la. duh) before goin to sch. papa called me "siao" which means mad. so bad right? k. anyway..though i've alrdy refused e free trip by my dad to sch.. i still sat his car there n reached there at like 7.10am instd of e 7.30 or rather 7.45am???? WTH.
reached ulu pandan cc camera-less. reason? my 2nd bro sold his w/o me knowing n my big bro forgotten!!! slacked ard doin nth while sheila tried to fore her liang teh down my throat... sry la sheila.. but i said no means no. everyone were later called into e theatre which was extra dim... n i couldnt find my ju mates.. so i walked thru in front of e control rm to exit by e totally crowdless door. half way there.. i tripped n fall. y did i fall? well. this smart cca teacher of mine was actually squatting down below(er herm. by e way. if u didnt noe.. i usually dun look at e floor. i look STRAIGHT in FRONT.). worst still. she was totally dressed in dark clothing.. i e. dark blue jeans n black t-shirt. p/s: actually kickin into her was quite shiok though it wasnt meant to be.. muahahaha. too bad. who ask her to offend me sooooo many times. i si bei not happy with her lor.
jacq changed into an errie red dress which truly emphasize on her boobs... n it looked v tight tt when her added e paddings. honghui's mouth was 'coloured' bright red tt made her mouth looked big. at e same time,she also wore a thick gold chain--which i dun think many pple realised its presence on her neck. haha. hmm. as for sheila.. i just look her green eye shadows tt were shaped like a wayang's. as for me.. *sighs. thanks to joanne n my big heart to accept reality... my eyebrows were drawn exceptionally dark n thick like tt of la bi xiao xing's.. cheeks were extra red n rosy... n my '*moustarch' like tt of pringles'... they said i looked like a french chef. hey. thanks a lot man. niang was supposed to wear a golden wig to match tt of e dolls.. but she didnt.:( dun like her liao.
last but not least. yes. n no. qihang finally ended. would like to thank those who have encouraged me.. nourished me.. cheered me.. present-ized me... note-d me... blah blah me.. watever. i just wanna say:
i love all of u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKS. what abt u?
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 1:33 AM
Monday, June 12, 2006
*yawns. woke up at 8am to go toilet b4 returnin to bed... but i still re-woke at 8.30am or rather 8.45am to go sch for paiju... damn tiring la.---but at least it's not as boring as b4.. :)ok.ok. paiju didnt started tt early... is i want to run with sheila b4 paiju tt's y i woke up so early..
reached sch at ard 9.20am n saw zhenqin n anges at canteen doin hw---wah piang. so kuai. anw, me n shelia wanted to run on e track one.. but i realised tt it is a very very very bad idea cause e netball,track,hockey,etc. pple were all trg!! i just cudnt bear to humilate myself by running with them---esp at e speed they'r running. ok. yea. then sheila came n we decided to run outside ard e sch. wa kao. damn malu lor. fancy all e sports pple lking as u run.. some more in e sch's pe attire? but nvm. once in a life time experience mah.
we finished e run within 10 min n sheila was alrdy so exhausted haha. ok. so i decided to b a nice person n not force her to continue running e second rd with me.
went inside the dance studio at abt 10.05am-- a bit e not early for paiju. :0 ok. so there was nobody n i started doin all sorts of stretchin while e fragile sheila was tryin to follow.. :/ the way she stretch is damn hilarious la. ok. so yuen sin n honghui came at 10.31am--er herm! e daoyans were late!!! but nvm. tt's a gd thing. :)
really started paiju only at abt 11am. while e sch attendants suddenly pop their heads then their hands n lastly their feet into e room n hurried us outta e dance studio.. reason? ask them. not me. yar. so after much hesitation n "quarrelling" with e aunties... we reluctantly shifted our things into e MPR.. danced abit there though e sounds played ain v nice.
paiju was suppose to end at 1.30 but ended at abt 2pm instd. ok. tt's not e worse part.. the worse part is tt we were damn hungry.. ok.. or at least me. nvm. we got free lunch anw.ooi. actually e worsT is when pei2 smartly popped her head into 2 loyalty classrm n xu lao shi was there... i.e. she wanted us to pai for her to see. WTH. so was pai for her to c.. then she still wanted to talk to us.. in short.. the whole thing tragically ended at 3pm... n i was definitely no mood for lunch anymore... &*%&^%^what kind%$*&of face9*^7%^#was tt?^&%*(&(*&*^%#
reached hm at ard 3.30pm. damn hot la. ok. later i still gotta bring my dog out..actually is now.. n im soooo tired. shit la. tmr still got full-dress rehearsal. im dying!!!! stupid jacq la... who ask u to go bintan.. make us need to go sch at 10.15am instd of 2pm... i want to sleep!!!!!
---after dunno how many hrs... it's like 11pm now.--
went to lower peirce resevoir... im glad i made tt choice to go there. guess wat. a tortise stuck in a small drain?? i wonder how it when there. im glad i saved it... haha. my dog was damn interested in it la. sry la tortise.. i noe u were freaked out. anw. i picked it up n brought it near e waters n left it there to swim in by itself.**u noe y? i tot it cudnt swim cause it's shell looks rather round,i.e. it does look like it swim. i tot it was a land animal. apparently.. i swims. and very fast too. :)
at first it just popped its head out of its shell v v v v v v slowly.. then it's fores n hinds... then *snaps. there it went into e water. how innocent of me to think tt it wud be nice n come back to me to thank me or sth.. haha. it DID NOT lor. there were a few that swam near me la.. but i noe they only came for food!!!! *sobs. too bad. i didnt had any.
ok. stupid idiot joanne--daoyan just sms-ed n called me tellin me to report to sch at 8am tmr instd of 10.15am cause she made a mistake,i.e. official paiju starts at 10am and ends at 5pm. WTH!!!! oh shit. wat kindda life is this?
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 4:57 PM
Sunday, June 4, 2006
3/6:
morning at 8.30, i woke up n got ready to go swimming at YSC.. wanted to just eat fruits.. but apparently, my greedy mental health just cudnt resist e temptation. however. dun worry. i still swam. in fact, i swam 50+ laps and it was damn shiok la. haha. rushed hm n rested for like 20+ min before gettin a free ride from my dad to sheila's hse for paiju--hah. actually is watch TV la. we were all enjoyin all e way.. eating tokin.blah n all sorts of rubbish. left sheila's hse at 2.40 to walk hm.. it took like abt 20 mins. this time, i reached hm for only a mere 10 min b4 rushing out of hse agn to buy watermelon @ thomson plaza then to fion's hse.
-- dun u think my day's totally in a mad rush? haha. but at least tt means i wont be binging on food all e time.--
at ntuc, tt was e very first time i actually pat e watermelon n felt it vibrating at e bottom [haha. it sounds wrong. nvm.] actually it felt quite nice.. but to choose e better watermelon, i was practically touching every watermelon i cud get my hands on.. tt made my hands really dirty.eeks. after buying e watermelon which probably weight abt 4 kg... i carried it in front like i was pregnant.. haha. hey. but tt was e easiest way to protect my dearest watermelon for fion ok. :)
i kinda followed fion's smart instruction n took bus 410 OPPOSITE thomson plaza n sat until i reached J8. smart eh? well.. i was apparently tryin to look out for the wateva salvation army she was tokin abt until i realised tt i think i took the wrong bus and when she told me she was referin to e stop AT thomson plaza. great. waste my time n money. *sobs. hey mind u.. i was still carryin e stupid watermelon...
[ can i let WM be watermelon... the word too long alrdy. lazy to type.]
so after much persuasion n perspiration.. i finally took her advice n aboarded bus 54 to her hse. --IRRITATING! reached her hse at ard 4.40pm. cause she said she was leaving her hse at like 5pm? but i tell u.. she still left her's at 5.45. abit e not OT la. *laughs coldly.
ya. so i reached there n fion suggested tt i shud spray my hair a strap of red-orange. ok. i did. n immediately lked like a punk. oh shit lor. but dun worry. i later became clever n smudge e whole thing with water n it lked damn natural k. haha. ok. back to wat i was tryin to say. rooster was there like dunno frm wat time n busying away while fion was dancing ard.. leavin everything to rooster.. including e washing of dishes n cutting of deserts esp. my WM.
siggy,ziwei and geri[?!... i dunno her. haha] reached fion's hse at 5.30+pm and we quickly left e hse carrying lotsa heavy n bulking stuff. esp roost,ziwei n me. u guessed it. fion was still hoping ard.. sayin..ahh. so heavy..n runnin away. WTH. it's her bbq party la.
reached the bbq pit after wat seemed like an endless torture for my arms... and ziwei too. :) i shud have recalled tt fion's almost never succeeded in making a successful bbq party--there was like only 10 bowls for 20++ pple? no tissue, no cups.... oh my oh my. i almost fainted on e spot.
bbq eventually started quite late... only after siggy,ziwei n blah left. but wat i do noe i wa quite hungry n survived mainly on e deserts or wat fion called cocktail... we finally sang fion n wished both fion n kelly a happy birthday wif a hilton ice-cream cake. but actually i bet most of them were just bz lking at their rivals or drinking away..
shi hui kept asking who wanted to play catchin while i kept supporting her. but sadly. no -one ever responded!!!!!!!! sad. fion said she'll join in later... join in later... i'll join in later.. later la. and blah. so i decided to blackmail her. tokin abt friday when she met a bunk at e bus-stop n how happy or rather high because..
1] she got a free ride
2]she was NOT goin to be late as she was meeting me
3]noe a new friend? blah?
i dunno wateva. but somehow, roost misunderstood her and i cause e conflict btwn e 2 of them cos roost thinks fion's not loyal to her... watver la. i wanted to explain or rather tok to roost--cause it's sooo unfair to fion lor! but shi hui n i forgot who stopped me cos they thnk it's goin to make e situation worst.
wat i did really brought down e atmosphere for me and maybe fion? i dunno. though i alrdy apologised to fion, i still kept thinking of a solution/ way to explain to roost properly but fion stopped me.agn.
we finally played truth or dare but i wasnt really in e mood to. though some things were really hilarious such as kelly kissed a lenticels of e palm trees.. cheryl eating grass.. fion climbing e lampost. haha. anw.. tt was e end of wat i saw.. cause my family were alrdy waiting for me.. oops.
rushed off after bidding everyone gdbye.. esp e guy at e bbq. ahahaha. somehow.. my papa brought her to bishan park.. hmmm i also dunno y. but i noe i was a lil high cos i was lying on e running track. *smirks. hey. tt's wat moronic pple do rite.. stayed there a little while b4 leaving e park barefooted[ which is only i will do it la! reason? im e only one who hasn'e bathed]
4/6:
woke up this morning for tuition with a damn heavy headache... probably cause i slept at 2am? i dunno. went for tuition n paid e fees.. hinhiang wasnt there today. sad :( ate lotsa m&ms... oh yea. mr tan was weird today.. it seemed like he had pms but he was still tryin to hold his temper.. or issit me? i have totally no idea n my head still hurts till now.
goin to bras basah to buy bks etc. later. hopefull we will heee heee. then hopefully, too. will be able to go running in e evening... hopefully. oh shit. im still having a headache.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:43 PM