surviving the odds

and still making my stand



zipp.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

went to cut my hair on sunday... apparently.. i went to a barber instd of a hairdresser cause e person just smartly mis-interpreted my meaning of short.. ie short fringe, short sides.. blah. ended up.. my hair is now shorter than those punks tt u c on e street.

one weird thing i noticed.. is tt i had obviously cut my hair yet pple can still ask me if i had cut my hair.. my ans? no la... it's jus tt my hair shrunk back into my skull only...

came early to sch this morng to run with my moronic moaning partner agn. haha ran six rounds.. and we did a kinda crazy thing which ms lim once suggested.. haha tt is,we lied down in e middle on e track while mel n jenny did their rounds too.. hmm.. kinda exciting though

just now during our 1 hr plus plus break, me,fion and yit an went to tour ard e market near our sch.. haha. then on e way back.. i suddenly just squat down coz i v tired... e yit an asked a questn n i immediately stood up..... guess what was it.

ANS: u execreting arh? --lame.



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 11:50 AM





im mad.

Monday, May 15, 2006

yesh! im soooo mad tt im going to Institute of Mental Health(IMH) tmr!!! haha... yea.. im going there for my first check-up with 2 other friends... fion n luo chen. haha. no la. we'r going there for NE trip cause we didnt go with e class to jurong island... actually im quite glad i didnt cause i saved myself from breathing in all e polluted air there.. hmmmm. glad i spent tt holiday really well,i.e. the psl convention at rgs...

boo-ed by my friends today for not passing down msg on chem test.. soooooooooo embarassed la. sorry la pple. no choice, who ask ur monitor to be soooo bz these days... yesh.. so bz tt at tt pt of time, i couldnt even send an sms which i eventually forgot until today tt i was reminded of it and "condemned" *sobs.

last but not least, i would want to announce 2 issues..
1] i've decided to postpone my b-day( which happens to be e "break" btwn prelims and O's... u say where got time and MOOD?) by 2 month... which is... from 22 oct to 22 dec. *smirks. rmb ah. haha.
2]i want to go outing i want to go outing i want to go outing i want to go outing i want to go outing i want to go outing.......... anyone?



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 10:32 PM





weird imaginative dream.

Friday, May 5, 2006

crows culling to frog dissecting has left me even more determined to become an animal protector against cruelty.. or even a vegetarian. unless it's for food, i seriously c no reason why pple must be so cruel to them..killing their lives like nobody business. yes. i know. kill crows for e sake of controlling their numbers in sg... and to maintain our "clean n green" image. wateva!! frog dissecting to enable pple to understand and get first hand experience of what the inside of the body looks like... for the benefit of MANKIND. weell... if u'r still not convinced, i'll just have to give more examples. Man used to use wateva resources they want.. but eventually.. they stopped cause they found tt they are hurting mother earth...which will in turn hurt/harm us. so, in order to protect ourselves... we have to protect earth to protect ourselves.. ain tt selfish?

so tramatised tt i had a stupid dream last night..

me and fion somehow decided to go swimming together.. and she came out with this idea that we go to a china-based "high-class" hotel somewhere along chinatown.. and it was damn crowded. the pple working there were very bz and loud. they were like shouting instructions to one another from the 1st storey to the like 36th?! [dun ask me why. my brain merely led e way] wat even weirder was tt e employees were using hair-dryer to check whether their glass doors had any scratches/cracks........

fiona wanted to go in to inspect if e swimming pool, which was supposed to be on e highest floor, had met her requirements.. but was stopped but e hotel manager stopped her... somehow.. fiona managed to "seduce" him into allowing us in..

after inspectin e pool.. me and fion went to dunno where to get our swim suits... mind u.. only swim suits.. no extra clothin, no bag, no shampoo,etc.etc.

--i know... this is long-winded and has totally nth to do with animal cruelty.. but wait n read--

less than 5 minutes we came down again... and we somehow decided that we shall go to a public pool to swim instead.. however. in e end, we still somehow landed ourselves at a condo swimming pool... as we swam n swam.. we eventually swam indoor... and it was like.. we were in the in-the-water-world where only e fibre glass separates us.. the seawater n animals.. and the freshwater n me & fion. we still continue swimming forward until we reached the floor of drama studio.. like a beach.. just that e floor was stepped like tt of drama studio.. somehow.. we were still surrounded by fibre glasses of which behind it were sea turtle, penguin, rocks and seaweeds..

--now, it's almost there le--

out of nowhere, a "zookeeper" popped out and opened a door in e fibre glass.. but strangely, the seawater .etc didnt gush out... and he was even able to enter behind the fibreglass w/o a oxygen tank.... so.. he just walked in normally and caught a sea turtle..

i then asked him why catch the sea-turtle and he told me tt he didnt like it and it shouldnt be there in e first place.. morever.. he could earn money from it.... i just gave a huh look. zookeeper? sea turtle? money? protector? poacher? blah X3.. [at this point of time.. u should be focusing on me and not fion.. cause i also dunno where she disappeared to..]

suddenly, this "zookeeper" took out a knife and started to slice the sea turtle[by e way.. it's a young one... abt e size of a pizza?] from the side of its soft shell... upon sighting tt bloody image.. i cried like hell for him to stop.. and shouted "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......"

and i woke up. :/

told fiona this dream this morning and she laughing in disbelief.. just wat i expected.

oh yea... i just tot of the wat?!--gary lee i think.. tt i-am-gifted-so-are-u-talk talker. to be successful.. u must first have BELIEF then a STRATEGY and finally ACTION and only apply this to things tt u CAN control..



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