Tuesday, July 31, 2007
it was supposed to be a happy day.
pe, jap girls, vb, lion dance.
but my eyes watered yet again.
ur first death anniversary,
my first deep heartfelt solemn.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 9:26 PM
the incidental couple dress code
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 11:03 PM
Friday, July 27, 2007
oh my tian.. it's such a long and tiring day... *phews.school started off with chem prac when i accidentally called MEL instd of melvyn. HAHA. then glucose and sweet started vandalisin my arm... *sighs. THE MARKINGS ARE STILL DAMNIT VISIBLE. yea. and idiot sweet kept distracting me with her biscuit by bring it back n forth IN FRONT OF MY EYES. ARGGH. dun like. then it was vadi's lesson.. haha. at least half the class got fined la. nice nice. glad it wasnt me. *phew. HEHHEHEH. but tt idiot kept cutting me off.. sheesh. i also dun like. and now... my legs, shoulders, arms.. BLAH. all r suan-ing like hell can. sheesh 2 consecutive days of gym-ing plus soccer trg today. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHH. wat happened to my fitness?!played badminton with johnmok n JANE to kill time and i realised that john mok was actually quite pro.. HMMMM---im not imagining stuff.goh n muffin wasnt in sch to help in shiftin of lion dance stuff so ONLY ME N SAM were doin that lbr work. haha. and i realised sam aint tt diff to communicate afterall...except for the fact that he was kinda noob to bang his head into a railing.. it also showed how short but not that short he is. HAHAHAHAH. MUAHAHAHAHHAA. then rushed for soccer and erm.. met the 2 vb-fanatics along the way. haha. apparently SOMEONE GOT HIT WHERE IT SHOULDNT BE. hahahah. damn farnie.----err. in order the protect the emotional and physical well-being of the victim and the culprit... the names shall b kept confidential...it sure RAINed big today... i hated the field though i really LOVED the weather and the person HAHA. like..my boots are damn bloody idiot muddy now can.. and my pe shirt splattered with mud. i guess i got some extra nutrient in my mouth too. damn gross-ed out. SHHHHHHHHHHH. my mom hasnt know it YET. so there's peace for the time being yea. just finished dinner and am still minching.. damns. there goes my plan~~. *sighs DEEPly. and continues to drink cola and eats sugee.the thought of gg back to sch on a saturday really dampens the spirit but now.. MUAHAHAHHA. cause mon is a sch holiday for US!!!!!!!!!! woots. damn shiok. and my dad gonna b scoldin me agn. *sighs. oh shit. by right i should be using this precious time to do pw instd of bloggin. *guilty guilty guilty. but oh wells.. u cant expect me to delete this whole thingy now right. HEHEHEH. and IF U DIDNT REALISE, im tryin to keep my entry short cause idiot waihan said it was "exceptionally long~" haha. hmmm. i didnt see it workin that well in this case.muacks away.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 9:10 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
oh my tian.. i feel like a cheetah now.. except that i have RED spots instead of black. idiot mosquitoes.. i practically went there to donate blood can.it was doubtlessly an absolutely dumb idea to wear full school uniform to school on thurs when we wore it for less than 30min after assembly started. which DA BAI CHI huh. anyway, i was kinda sugar-low after being damn sugar-high the night before and considerin i only slept at 1.30am ONWARDS. haha. smart rite. had some darn boring briefin about wat to do and so on before boardin the bus to some changi jetty at 11am.. OOO. renu's my sittin partner. heheh. but it felt kinda awkward when we were topic-less.took a little boaty and arrived to have lunch at some random place at palau ubin... by then.. everyone smelt of insect repellent already. YESH. we were that kiasu. in fact.. we felt the itchy immediately upon unboardin the boaty. guess we were damn hungry or sth.. the food tasted DAMN nice. haha. oh wells.. hungry's the best sauce wat...the hike started at 12 plus and was damn terrible as we trekked the entire island of bitumen roads and mud paths that were layered with puddles after it rained. BUT AT LEAST IT WAS NOT VERY HOT. just humid HEHEH. separated into our groups... xuxin, baby, muffin, hotlips, caramel, glucose, honey, etc were in my trekkin grp but sweet, ks were in another group which subsequently tortured them. POOR thing.-- there is no sacarsim in the comment.. we when the chek jawa and past by the heritage tree which was damn tall. and straight. and some noob like hotlips decided to take a photo with it... the only thing she didnt realise at that moment was that there was a tomb right beside where the 2 of us stood for a picture. HAHA. i could help but to say sorry to the tomb.. u never know what will happen. BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY.along the way, by the way, i noticed quite a number of interesting details. here are some:- mrs khoo was indeed a biology-loving teacher. she couldnt resist the temptation to stop us every now and then to give a lesson. but some were really useful.. haha.
- and from the way she introduced the type of fruit trees like rambutan, durian and banana.. i realised that many RJCians were noobs. they were like OOO...WHICH ONE? gosh. NOOBS.
- xuxin complained of aching feet when we completed less than half the trail. however surprisingly, she was always takin the lead instead of strollin when hotlips at the back. HAHA.
- honey and hotlips were definitely on par when it comes to strikin a conversation and prolonging it to a point where it seems to be never-ending. it really made the journey wholesomely interesting.
- jolene unconsiciously hallucinated herself by talking ALOT that she didnt notice that she walked ALOT too.
returned to the starting point at about 4pm and rested as caramel's and my mouth dripped with envy when many took the effort to take extra steps to buy ice-cream and coconut. BUT SHEESH. some stuff were damn overly-priced. godknows what plan the organizers had for us... the FEEDME grp got to buy stuff and take a car ride to the campsite.. but the rest of us had to like walk 3.5km?! after like walkin 10 over km or more?! WTH? u know how pathetic and exhausted the PROTECTME grp would be and yet we still had to set up the idiot bashars--or wateva u spell it--?! MUAHAHA. we still managed it. thanks to the professionals present. U GUYS ROCK MAN..--quoted frm a rocker who happens to be ME. (:
after the dinner-alike meal.. it was time for night trail.. which is otherwise more PROMINENTLY known as solo walk AND IT LASTED FOR ABOUT 10 MINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yea.. liondance n soccer pple rock.. 4 gals solo-ed compared to 1 guy. HAHA. NICE. girl power mannn. just that i must mentioned it was damn dark n scary under the canopy of trees where moonlight cannot penetrate.. in fact.. i dun see any moon AT ALL. i eventually mental-physicologised myself by thinkin of death and why i shouldnt be afraid of it. but somehow the light source got so dim to the point that i got distracted and the only thought i had till the end of the journey was that i might have nightblindness..need more vit A and i bettar ask my mom to cook more carrots. HHAA.
poor caramel and honey were allergy to sandflies so they couldnt sleep anywhere near the sand or in the bashar. so instead we stayed up for a lame game with e rest of e class and pointless talk. *sighs. we eventually settled ourselves on the road we were sitting at but some idiot ants crawled into me and bit my ass. "...." but at least some patches wer ants-free so it aint that bad ltr.. haha kb,john and jh slept near me n renu on ONE sleep mat.. and they looked damn gay with their tight long pants and kb being topless. MUAHAHAHAH.. the witness being caramel and glucose. haha. err. honey disappeared into thin air while the rest of the guys abandoned their bashar and slept OUTSIDE THE TOILET and created a major obstruction to the toilet. haha.
woke up at 7... oh. and i forgot to mention me n caramel got about 3 hrs of sleep.. hehe.. from 3 sth to 4.10am and from 5.40am to 7am. aint that NICE?!--sacarsim please. sheesh damn tired. breakfast was passable considerin the budget we had for food. shared milo from sweet's cup. AWW. so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetening. MUAHAHAH. sheesh this sounds damn perv.
the game we played next was damn pathetic though we really did work on teamwork. but i was more of interested in killing mosquitoes that landed on my skin in the rubber plantation that to follow the group or listen to instructions.. THAT. contributed significantly to wat my skin looks like now. RED SPOTS that are itching time to time. ARRRGH.
proceed to lunch at some random seafood restaurant at our own budget and my table sung to the melody of the old songs and caramel stared at us cause she found it really amusing though she couldnt understand wth we were singing. got to the jetty at 1.30pm and caramel's my sitting partner again... and once again.. the conversation striked was damn sharp and weird. but at least both of us were tired and it gave us a chance to rest. HEHEH.
the washin up and canvas was damn fun and wet.. esp under a scorchin sun and feet-scaldin track... i may say i thoroughly enjoyed it. SO DID THE REST OF THE CLASS. i thought that seemed to be e only element which not only we worked together.. but also really had fun and got united. *er herm. yea. that's wat i thought.
sheesh there's still lion dance cip tmr and both my mind n body are dying. but i insist that i had to blog about the camp while memories are still vivid and fresh. and i dun think i lost any weight durin the CAC which was wat i was praying for, considerin the fact that i ate 2 plums, 1 banana, 1 boiled potato and 1 pack of vanhoulten choc BEFORE i went to sleep... AND THEN.. wakin up to have my dinner. die.DIE ARH.
"like the link btwn leafytrees and rocks, we need space to grow and develop well, or else we would be unable to discover our under-hiding potentials."--- my life value of the day at palau ubin.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 10:57 PM
organising a successful class bbq.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 5:03 PM
the day i shouldn't be alive.
i should have been dead the 31st of july
because i swore to share my joys and woes with u.
but u still left at 4.30PM
when i was just a mile away.
life's so different since u left me
but in me
i believe ur soul still gallops in the house and i refuse to move out
i wish i wont wake up tmr
and i know this would be a selfish choice
but nevertheless
u r loved.
because my blood dripped for u.
dedicated to dachi.died 31st july 2006 4.30pm at mt pleasant hosp.
and soon.
let me do something for u
i was supposed.. ok. or rather i wanted to blog on 30th july after my cip. but i was sooo damn tired.
haha. and i must reason out that it was absolutely worth it mann. cip doesnt feel like cip. i guess that's when you do things with all ur heart.. u enjoy it thoroughly. im serious. and err. haha.. with ALL ur energy too. coz i kinda landed dead in the floor immediately after dinner.. and that was like 9pm and i woke up at 11.30am the next day. WOO lala.
and. im very happy that shuning's ok. woots.
went to geylang for seafood today. and ahah. and huh-huh. went "sight-seeing" agn.. wells. wat ya expect. haha. ok. disfunctional family. but.. aint u envious, still?
ok. wee hours bloggin is getting into me and im really outta my mind. and it's damn warm now. i wonder i can wake up for a jog tmr. or perhaps a swim~. hmmm. it's monday tmr. a sch holiday~~~.
confused within.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:07 AM