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shiok.

Friday, December 30, 2005

waah. swam 50 laps continuously on wed... including 16 laps of freestyle one after e other... waah. tired enuf alrdy. today went to swim another 40 laps--this time 22 laps of freestyle non-stop. man. i arms are WEAK. but nvm... also very shuang. hahas.

omg. 2 [or 1] more days to 2006... this means i'll b in sec 4.. O level!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! tt means no more playin,tv and slackin. shit la. i dun care i still will find time to exercise.. hehehs.

nth to rite actually. juz bored. cya!



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
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"tummyful"--tt's e situatn im havin now.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

hey heys. back frm e chalet yesterday afternoon. omg. my feet were aching no... they arent achin.. they'r hurting painfully like shit lor.somehow. came back for lunch--spagetti(s) back goin to sleep until dinner... in short. e only thing i manage to do yesterday was to b a pig--eat sleep eat sleep. (:

e nitebefore was TERRIBLE. cause apparently 6 pple(winnie,jieying,audrey,vanessa,grace chan & nandar) didnt haf beds while the rest were sleepin soooo soundly in their air-conditioned rooms la. so fiona was at it agn... shouting at e scholars to wake up to leave some space and snatchin blankets for e bedless........ in e end.. i couldnt take it and went to e non-scholar room to get a bed..[hey! of course i had gotta get it frm them... 7 scholars sharin 4 beds as compared to 5 pple in e other room sharing 4 beds... of course i get it frm them rite?!] to make things easier for me...(to carry down the mattress) i asked e person sleepin e nearest to e door..amelia tt is. i got sooo damn it pissed when she said "i hit u ah.." just because i woke her up to move up to e other bed... so i answered "okay. but before u hit me, at least 5 pple will hit u first.." haha. so on. in e end i managed to bring down e stupid bed... but i realised tt the bed still isnt enuf for everyone to sleep.... including me n fion who r also bedless at tt pt of time. but at least i still managed to 'kapok' bedsheets n dry towels to increase e "bed" size.

as for me n fion... this is wat happened la:
fion wasnt ready to sleep yet so she was playin tai-tee with e other bedless ones... but i couldnt take it n sleep on e stairs. yesh. tt was how tired i was. imagine sleepin only 1h 30min for e first night only..(ya la. tt's my second nite at e chalet) but later i was still awoken but fion who was tryin to convince me tt we had e right to sleep ON e bed e second nite. later i helped to 'kapok' e bed for e rest n soooo on....somehow, fion still managed to wake e scholars up to make space for us (fion n me).

i still feel so guilty for lettin e 6 bedless pple sleep until so "bek-chiek". at e same time, im still very furious at e fact tt amelia dun seem at all understandin after she came down n see people sleepin ON E FLOOR. then soh teng was still tryin to tell me "amelia helped to clear up e mess last night tt's y she's sleepin soo peacefully.." wateva la. if only she slept e number of hours i slept she wouldnt be complainin alrdy...trust me.

went back together with grace chan n nandar,winnie,audrey,jieying,vanessa and fion.... most of us were dozin off on e mrt.. hahas. then got off with fion at orchard before goin hm on my own while fion went to meet her friend to go shoppin(yesh! with her chalet stuff) i wonder where she got her last minute energy frm......

ok. tt's all. bb.



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and the tears you cry
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almost panda....

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

*yawns. slept only 1 beauty hrs of sleep today. hahas. imagine bloggin this outside at 5.45am.... wa piang aye. fiona wong,who rode a bike here with me,is also bloggin. haha. kk. shall blog some other time... well... one thing i MUST say: the free computers at pasir ris are really hard to type man... think if i use e same force on my own computer....it'll b flatten already... not to forget.. i won't b on earth alrdy.*gees.

oh ya. pa,ma n family....ur daughter here is really havin a great time.. :)oh yea. papa. do rmb to take care too!!!

muacks n bb.



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
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bb winnie.

Friday, December 16, 2005

hey winnie.
u've been gone for almost 2 months by now.
y havent u appeared in my dreams?
if i had really forgotten u,
then y do i still think of u every day?
pls.
tell me.
how r u up there?
i miss u
alot.
u?



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and the tears you cry
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clogged.

Friday, December 9, 2005

today was BORING. absolutely BORING. especially e morning. actually planned 2 haf morng jog one...but e stupid weather.... so dark and windy so didn run lor. kinda sad.. [haha,ask me y i sad??? i also dunno y.]and im even sadder when e sky cleared w/o a single drop of rain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arggh. instd i took my time to mend my idiotic sandles..[i wished i cud throw them away!!!!] haha. imagine usin up 2 large tubes of super glue and still it doesnt sticks....[haiz. wat kind of glue is tt???????]

slept in e noon b4 goin 4 my dusk-run. kinda reluctant agn though. u noe... stupid sun... so hot!!![hmm. guess im too picky on e weather?!]

anw, i was runnin twrds pierce resevoir when this bunch of monkeys...[ok. boys...] rode their bikes in e opp. directn as me.... i rmb 2 of them wore pink..[yucks!!! i kan stand pink... ESP. when guys wear them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!] then 1 of e pinky shouted "ooi" into my ear suddenly when he past by me.... hahas. i guess he expected me to shout or scold back...[but i didnt!!!!! u noe la. how often to i scream when i get a shock??? my brain's too slow to react... :) ] cos i heard his friends sayin... "aiya... lan ah u... c she no reactn one..." so lame of them.

instd of runnin at PR, i went further to bishan park.... where i met a bunch of monkeys..[this time.. they r REALLY monkeys... not homo sapiens.] they were sooooooo adorable!!! esp. the 3 tt appeared to b team-workin.... imagine when one monkey tries to get sth frm e drain... isnt it dangerous??? some more it doesnt noe wat will pop up/attack it frm above... hence, e 2 other monkeys sat on e railings beside e drain... -----they'r on a look out for possible dangers.... [heys. neva b like me. i laughed e hell outta myself n other joggers stared at me as though im a freak. but juz kan help still.]

as i was finishin my run... i met upon another grp of monkeys riding together on 1 3-wheeled rickshaw tt has no shelter[??!!].[i mean. homo sapiens. pai seh.] though they were younger than e 1st batch, it appears tt they r also v naughty. [i wont say wat they did---though it was really infuriating.. and i wished tt i cud strangle them..] but at least they had some consicence to return and apologise to me..personally one-by-one. [hmm. good boys.] actually i also do feel kinda guilty for not apologisin cos i called them cowards when they refused to stop there at e spot... so i shall blog it here: HEY KIDS. APPRECIATED UR SINCERE APOLOGIES AND I WUD HEREBY ALSO WANT TO TELL U TT U R NOT COWARDS ANYMORE. SORRY AND THANK U. (:



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