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REVERSE BUNGY

Sunday, June 29, 2008


i finally had some sort of experience of saturday nightlife.. my sis and i kinda "abandoned" our parents at home while we headed down to clark quay to used up the 4 remaining tickets which expires by the end of this month..---there was SIX. but she gave away 2 as a birthday gift..
erm.. i think the reverse bungy is abit over-rated i guess?? or maybe it's just me.. yea i did get a shock but i didnt freak out.. and the jump was a bit short and the guy in charge isnt a very nice person to talk to.. i kinda "argued" with him till the situation got abit awkward.. and i realised i could only smile fakely... even when he laughed looking at the video taken when i helplessly waved my arms, and more vigorously my palms, in front of me when the bungy shot up...[there was nothing for me to hold, even if there was.. it was too far and i would look like a spider monkey, unlike seats at the side..]. it WAS supposed to be funny.
i'd strongly recommend the other ride though--YEAPS. I SAT 2 EXTREME RIDES IN A NIGHT WITHIN 20 MINTUES. or maybe it's me again.haha.. we saw this 2 guys siting the ride before we hopped on. and the swing was only pulled back slightly till it released.. it didnt looked that freakish at reverse bungy.. oh wells. GAWD KNOWS WHEN WE SAT IN.. IT WAS PULLED BACK TILL THE PASSENGER SEATS LITERALLY FACED DOWN. about like 10 degree of angle of elevation... worse still... i didnt know the person controlling the release was like sitting NEXT TO ME.. so there i was.. happily talking to him and trying to relieve myself of the bad impression of the first bastard...
"hey look.. you can see the 'ferry wheel' "
*looks 'up' and turns to the direction of the singapore flyer*
"oh WOW. it's blue.. YEA LOR YEA LOR. SO COOL.. CAN SEE.."
"ahah. now look down."
[brave as i was..] *immediately looks down on the ground*
*guy releases swing* "ahhhh...[damn fakely]"
*WIDENS EYES AND DROPS JAWS*
"WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
the swing ceases.. and the peeps were indeed having a fun time laughing at me.. HMMM. thanks. but i still had a great day with the 2nd ride though (:



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 11:01 PM





post CT2 celebrations

Friday, June 27, 2008


hmmm. i don't know what's wrong with my blog that it started to allow me to type underline.. OH WELLS. I DONT CARE. but i kinda care about the colour... WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED? blogger just screwed up on me. it's ok.. it's not the first time either. i mean.. how many of you actually got denied entry by your own blog? i did.

my day started late and i kinda woke up at 10.30am. learning from past experience, telling my mom about this activity once is never enough. i've just gotta remind her about it. and well.. like the night before, i felt guilty for not being there for her when she needs me. to my surprise, she didnt give a disappointed face..[or maybe it's just me that i didnt notice it.] instead she encouraged me.. quotes " you should make use of your student card before you have to pay the full price.. go la." HAHA. I TOTALLY AGREE.


imagining pragmatically... you dont stay very near work place but not very far either.. but it costs about $1.80just to get there.. so it's a minimal $3.60 off your ez-link card. and unless you intend to be a hermit and pack your own food to work,, you'll probably spend more on transport to go for lunch with your colleagues. SO. let's just standardise that you spend $4.oo a day on transport.. tadah! that means $20 gone in a 5-day-work-week.. BUT WHO THE HELL WOULD STAY AT HOME EVERY WEEKEND? $20 in a week means $80 in a month. SIAO. and apart from paying so much for a PUBLIC MADE PRIVATE transport, you've gotta bear with the heat while waiting for them, the tight packing situations and sometimes even noise that you don't wanna hear. NO WONDER THERE'S ABOUT 6 MILLION CARS IN A 4 MILLION STRONG SINGAPORE but there's only 2-3 million in hong kong which has like 6 million people. ADMIT IT. WE NEED A COST-EFFICIENT AND TIME-EFFICIENT TRANSPORT SYSTEM. not some tv on them to ruin our eyes[remember those days when we took health education.. they always say it's bad to read on the bus/move.. what more it's TV this time]


alright, i just unknowingly typed out a whole chunk of complains.

back to the topic of CLASS OUTING.


i wasnt feeling well when i met seet on the mrt and that probably explains my "sian" look most of the time during the day. we soon met renu and lingered around for more to come.. i guess we only reached sentosa at 3.30pm. haha.


OH BTW, a point to note.. i didn't plan the outing la. it's JOHNNIE MOK. i just assisted him. so that explains why he owes me $30 for consultation fees. HAHAHA. just look at his uneasy face..

AND IM SO SORRY KS. can i do anything for you? i miss our last outing like that (:

we quickly settled down under some tree where some woman was resting.. and jh's "AWESOME" frisbee skills almost killed her. whilst me and seet headed to change, the rest when to play volleyball.. haha. it was nice to take an occassional dip in the sea.. EXCEPT for UNKNOWN organisms floating around and below us.... EEEEEEKKKS. oh wells. then again. what do you expect.. it's a SEA. NOT A SWIMMING POOL.


there was also some grid girls FOR SHOW compeition where there are NO SUPPORTERS NO AMBIENCE NO HOT GUYS... you only get to see cameras focusing down at certain areas on the girls as they race around in RED bikinis.. KYM NG i think was hosting the show.. she really cannot run... and her bra strap... it's not that i wanna take extra notice at it,, but.. i saw her at some "educational" show about wearing bras and when to reveal and when to not reveal bra straps... so i wonder if that forum helped her abit.,

back to OUR CLASS OUTING it was then captain's ball.. frisbee.. and what else can you play. OH. only john and jh got in.. it was kinda pointless that you bring extra clothes but dont go in huh. *hints damn sharply*

we took quite some time to wash up before which sya, lingxi and yh left early. HMM. it's was a lot of comedy in the girl's toilet.. HAHA. no details shall be revealed. arh. any advise how to not look auntie? DAMNIT paul. you just reminded me of someone.
jolyn and paul then left the moment we reached vivo... and YES. IT'S DINNER.. at food REPU blic [ isnt it? the light were brighter on the last 3 alphabets. LOL.] my dinner called THUNDER TEA RICE was damn healthy la.. and the soup.. EWWW. imba vanessa just slurped out the entire bowl of weird tasting green potion.

xuxin and shuhan then left soon after and the rest headed to GAWD KNOWS WHERE cause me seet renu just headed straight down for candy empire for fear it closes it 9pm...[that's one of the few occasions of the day i took note of the time..]. then it was back to vivo rooftop. where we found outrselves hooked on to the basketball machine.. AIYO. aiming cannot make it le. *shakes head*

after interacting at the BONDING-FRIENDLY vivo rooftop, where jh showed off his amazing skills at singing... WAHAHAHAH... it's LATE. about 9.30? i was kinda praying for renu since she had to leave.. hmmm. but.. i guess it's worth sacrificing for such situations once in a while.. time really passes.. IM TOTALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO CHALET NOW. *HINTS CHAO LOUDLY*

the mrt ride with renu seet vanessa was hilarious and crazy.. imagine taking photos of your reflection over people's head. HAHAHA. i hope they weren't offended though.. which they shouldnt. i know see how vanessa oogles over cute looking guys and waters and hot bodies.. she even wriggles LITERALLY on the spot when she imagines them. HAHA!!!!!! it's a far fact from the initial impression i had of her.


LB was spotted as we changed the train.. haha.. CONGRATS to the person interested. AHAHAHA.


oh.. i was looking through the photos and realised that most of the photos.. or rather,, john is appearing in the photos at a high frequency. HAHA. i kinda put the cute pose john did on facebook[i put it friends only.. so like people not my friend cannot view it.. OKAY JOHN? does it give you a piece of mind now?] with his BIG-WIDE-ADORABLE-PINCH-TEMPTING SMILE below.

last few points to note... now that suddenly i realised i could type normally... IDIOT. GET WELL SOON MEL MEL and err.. xuxin. take care of your stomach AND STOP BEING SO STUBBORN for spicy food. *sighs.



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 11:59 PM





YAY!
wahahhaa. common test 2 is finally over. at least the examination part. im not intending to think about the results YET. haha. i am deprived of COLOURS and KBOX. so it probably explains this colourful post. haha.
im hooked to the japan version of hana kimi. but im not giving up on the taiwan version either.. *waters eyes* XIU YI~~!!!. some songs are chao nice. ARGH. kbox on monday. WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
it's sentosa outing later and im not sure if i'll be black or red later. i just know i'll be burnt. LOL. YAY. I WANT some tanning... even though most of the time it ends up you know.. BURNT. WHEEEEEE.
can you believe i spent like 3-4 hours last night till the wee hours just to choose what to wear? i was kinda intending to dress up BOY. but erm. nothing seems to fit.. my face is too round so a cap won't help---i wanted to wear a cap to cover my ponytail.. then the guy berms i have is abit... not suitable for going to the beach.. lastly, all the big shirt i have seemed to have reduced to school-related shirt. HAIYO. idiot. IT'S OKAY. CT'S ARE OVER. SO IT'S TIME TO GO BUY CLOTHES AGAIN. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
and sweet has been hinting alot since her -------- is coming. HAHA. see how reluctant i am to type that word. *laughs* well.. i guess our clique have to isolate her soon to get her some secret present.. im kinda serious about getting her a pair of heels or dress though. (:



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 11:13 AM





Saturday, June 14, 2008


im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going gaga im going..


MIND YOU. IT'S GAGA NOT GAI-GAI!!! hmm. kinda got obsessed with the word cube game on facebook. which is BAD. especially when i've just started to settle down on a studying table. then now im also hooked on the vocabulary word game on http://freerice.com/ for those of you who wish to do something great for the world but are hooked on by retarded games, i suggest that you can start by playing this retarded but quite challenging game that donates 20 rice grains to poor malnourished children for each correct answer. YEAP.


i got so bored while studyin that i started camwhoring AGAIN. hah. and im kinda out of my mind that i started adding people i don't know on facebook. HAHA. weird. YAY!


along with this post are some out of date but INTERESTING pictures yea.. ENJOY!


i was studying in a library when i overheard this secondary school boy complaining about a math question: i know i got the correct answer... but the calculator just refused to give me the correct answer. JOKES. indeed. haha the funnier thing is.. i copied it down. word for word in my notebook. hmmm.

reminder to all girls. WHEN YOU ARE WEARING A DRESS. DONT STAND LIKE THAT. very ugly you know... HAHAHHAHAHAHA.



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:51 PM





Friday, June 6, 2008

"she thought her day was bad enough to be mugging her notes alone. but it was when she saw him walking through the gates that her heart pinched a little more. she had long heard of the rumours and didnt take it to heart, "i've accepted that fact la." it was when she saw the 2 souls strolling with that particular rhythm that she suddenly realised she was still holding on to that fantasy... for the rest of the day, she blasted her ipod and stared restlessly at the same paragraphs. her mind was elsewhere, thinking where they could be having a date.."

similarly, i've wasted my time listening to music instead of studying. BAD BAD. and my dad just walked out of the house without giving a damn about me asking his whereabouts. oh wells. OF COURSE I SIDE WITH MY MOM. WHO GAVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO..
NO.1 DIG THROUGH OTHER PEOPLE'S CUPBOARD
NO.2 TAKE MOM'S PRIVATE COLLECTION OF GLASSES WITHOUT PERMISSION
NO.3 AND GIVING THEM AWAY AND STILL DENYING THAT YOU DIDNT.
NO.4 NOW YOU'RE ACTING LIKE WE'RE THE ONES AT FAULT .. he bloodily dared to reason that "there's no place in the house to keep those glasses" YEA RIGHT. and that "mom left it aside unstored" when he dug it out from the cupboard.

i wonder how much of my stuff did he shifted and throw today.. i wont know until i realise i can't find them. it's always like that. that "man of the house" can spend hours in the house categorising those books in the shelves [that were already cleaned and placed nicely 4 days ago], taking your drink away into the kitchen sink [when you've yet to finish drinking] and rearranging the cups in the kitchen such that they all face the same direction [ but you don't wash the cup that you just brought into the kitchen sink].

yall must be thinkin why im complaining so much. im complaining because i cannot do anything...despite telling him off of ALL OF THE ABOVE. GREAT. THAT BASTARD JUST CAME BACK JUST TO OFF THE KITCHEN LIGHTS AND WENT OUT AGAIN.

sorry for all the boldings. WAS in the mood to post up photos. but my mood is officially ruined. other time.

oh. not to forget.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FYON!!! or CHICKEN or FLIPS. aiya..wtv.



All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 10:28 PM





LD BBQ

Wednesday, June 4, 2008


im glad no one was dunked in the end during the bbq. *phew*

however, thamuel quack quack got a bit high after a few cups of only 6% alcohol.. and then he started doing his infamous datou dance... from the bus stop all the way till woodlands mrt station. i can't believe he said in a NOT VERY SOFT TONE on the bus that "I FEEL LIKE GRINDING THE POLE"... chendol.. your welfare head arh?


oh wells. a few photos. with the awesome starter at the top. WAHAHA.

damn it. if only photos could load more quickly and those polishes could dry more quickly...

allow me to vent some more of my anger..

BLOODY HELL. GET OUT OF MY ROOM AND STOP ASKING TO USE THE COMPUTER WHEN YOU INSISTED IT ON MY ROOM. IT TOTALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN I TRY TO FOCUS AND MUG!!!!! HELLO. IT'S ABOUT 18 DAYS TO THE FIRST PAPER. SO FCUK OFF.




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and the tears you cry
at 11:28 PM










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