Monday, July 26, 2010
im going to type what little memories i have of the past. random as it may be. boring as it would. somehow im getting too sick and tired of listing out seemingly endless paragraphs of rants. :/
ahh. cant bear to part this blog as she carries a fraction of me. keeping this blog alive with pieces of the past is the best plan i have for her now.
today 4 years ago, i was still a ignorant POS. there were so many signs that she was unwell. yet, i turned a horrible blind eye, bringing her out for walks as usual yet frowning in disgust as she painfully defecaed a slum behind. sigh. weird as it seems, i wished i had another chance to clean her pile, to be a respectable responsible owner who truly loved her dog.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 10:45 PM