still lickin' my paws

one of the rare narration i use.

Friday, July 30, 2010

training's gonna be at bedok resevoir under the ruthless scorching broad daylight for 4 consecutive hours from next week onwards. frequency of such insensitive training each week is yet to be confirmed. but im definitely looking forward to jogs around the scenic bedok resevoir. it's where i used to train for my one-and-only-marathon-i-swear-i-will-ever-do. (: on a more serious note, the place really calms the mind with it's vast area of greens and waters. woohoo.

and here's how i reminised on one of the challenges i faced during the run:

you see the slope and half the battle is lost. then it's pure determination
the very first step online the incline slope. and breathlessness and sometimes
dizziness, stiches alongside with puke-ness halfway up. once conquered, you feel
a great sense of achievement as you find your leggings wobbling in attempt to
balance yourself from falling and subsequently rolling down the slope. then on
levelled ground, you are convinced your hinds did one of the best cardiac
workout you can ever find in a park as you feel the numbness due the lactic acid
accumulation. woohoooo.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 1:15 AM

Monday, July 26, 2010

im going to type what little memories i have of the past. random as it may be. boring as it would. somehow im getting too sick and tired of listing out seemingly endless paragraphs of rants. :/
ahh. cant bear to part this blog as she carries a fraction of me. keeping this blog alive with pieces of the past is the best plan i have for her now.

today 4 years ago, i was still a ignorant POS. there were so many signs that she was unwell. yet, i turned a horrible blind eye, bringing her out for walks as usual yet frowning in disgust as she painfully defecaed a slum behind. sigh. weird as it seems, i wished i had another chance to clean her pile, to be a respectable responsible owner who truly loved her dog.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 10:45 PM