surviving the odds

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my life.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

time flies all the time. i wished i had a fly-swap or something to smack this "fly" to stop on my table.. haha. ok whatever. NONSENSE.

was browsing through facebook and blogs and SO MANY PEOPLE ARE GOING NUS. and they make NUS sound so much livelier than NTU. ): ): (psss: for a moment i was going to use "funn-er" what AWESOME english i've mastered at home. such as closing the window, i'd go "guan-ning the window.) im holding on to my belief that I CAN MAKE MY SCHOOL FUN without architecture, without my secondary or jc buddies around. I CAN. *music starts* I BELIEVE I CAN I FLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! uh. RAWR.------>>i desperately need to vent my frustration. ESPECIALLY when my stolen bag still haunts me. ): ): i feel like setting an altar for it and its contents or something to show my apologies for taking it for granted despite it accompanying my through hell and heaven of my jc days.

so holiday's coming to an end. and soon facebook will become a stranger to me until i get my hands on a notebook or become a regular vistor to the computer lab. BECAUSE im sooo going to NTU hostel. but i havent quite prepare myself to stay in there yet. like all the toiletries, bedsheet, food, erm... I'VE GOT ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA what to bring there--except for meal replacements and sorts to keep the cost of my meals LOW LOW LOW alongside with er-herm. YARH. now im so glad i didnt apply overseas universities which would require 101% of my independence and survival skills. LITERALLY.

ahh. so what have i been up to:
  1. i drove and got a license.
  2. i drove a 1.4, a 2.0 and a lorry. pffff. i totally dread manual cars. but lorry's actually quite fun. GEEEEEES.
  3. i painted my nails hot pink, green, purple, blue, white, black, yellow, glitterish bache..
  4. i learnt guitar and returned all most skills to the teacher within 5 days after each lesson. (I CAME TO A REALISATION GUITAR IS NOT MY PASSION. it was merely a spark of interest that extinguished. somemore it was without a "pop" sound. how boorish.)
  5. i went genting AGAIN.
  6. i ran a marathon.
  7. i tried escargot. EWWWW. hate it.
  8. but goose-liver was AWESOME. haha. i like high-calorie food??
  9. i tried to dye my hair again. apparently my hair doesnt "eat" the colour.
  10. i liked a guy outta school.
  11. i wakeboard-ed.
  12. i bought 2 heels. perhaps in vanity?
  13. i dragonboat-ed.
  14. i worked 3 different jobs.(sell egg tarts -_- distribute flyers and served dishes. but amazingly, the flyer job was the best paying one.)
  15. i got my bag stolen.(i was wondering if i should classify this as an achievement. HMMM)
  16. i got new hp. new wallet as a result. new keys for the house. and soon a new IC.
  17. i got a full body check-up. GLAD THERE AINT BOOBS CHECKING.
  18. i got 2 of my wisdom extracted.(and hopefully that's it.)
  19. i gained 5kg.(THIS SHOULD SO BE IT. IN FACT IT SHOULD BE NEGAT-ING. *&^&^$$%#)
  20. i really tried to self-learn malay. the result was.. better than the guitar's. banyak-banyak.
  21. i made my mom become addicted to my massaging.... i WONDER if it's a good thing.
  22. i made my dad jealous because of the massaging and now he wants me to massage for him.

hmm. ok. the bolded ones are thoses that make me feel that i really didnt waste my days waiting for university to start. but then again, i only did these things??!!




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