surviving the odds

and still making my stand



july liberation.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009


oh. after all the hell with my bag. i got another job at taka selling egg tarts once again. and that was also where i was giving out free egg tarts to surprise patronising friends like erm mel and jwong. i still couldnt figure why mel had to come back to my stall just to tell me he saw quah tingwen and she's very chio. oh wells. met new friends there as usual but not many contacts were exchanged sadly. ): so uh. destiny we shall see.
i also missed out on outings like class' and lion dancers'. and like seet's birthday. i was labouring hard at 5 bucks an hour instead of joining these people for a fun-filled day. and because of how things just come together at the least expected time, i fall prey to mismanagment of my schedule. so i wasnt chosen for the faculty camp that i applied last minute. and neither was my dental appointment following my plan.
ahhh. whateverrrrr. so here's a quick browse through my life recently. i gained weight from eating loads and not exercising. i got one wisdom extracted(which gave myself more reason not to exercise)(and it also explains the BEEEEEEEG bruise on my right jaw. it's been a week there actually...). and uhh. am trying to find time to return yuheng's everest guitar to him. i sincerely pray that it's the same condition as it was when borrowed..
a week back my mom suddenly sat next to me.... with a serious tone, she told me: "girl ah. if got any guy give you expensive gifts dont take. you take le means you want to have a relationship with him. and even if the present cheap cheap or even if it's just he very friendly to you, must be careful. you wait until you grow OLDER then get boyfriend ok. now study more important.." i had a hard time figuring out what she was trying to say really. anyone???
today i finally met up with my dearest seet and renu at cathay. char and kaiwan(char's friend) came later. the thing is i found myself repeatedly stranded after a few steps right from my door step cause the denim wedges i got frm charles & keith were slipping off my heels for some reason though they were my sizes. stair-climbing was a piece of cake but the walking and stair-decending was undescribale(sorry for the spelling. i still cant spell). i took 15 minutes to reach my hse's mrt instead of the usual 8 minutes. ok. im vain. i love heels. it's probably just a matter of time before i throw myself back onto flats.
it's been ages since i conversed with h7. hah. still calling my retarded as usual. I WONDER WHY. but yeah. updates here and there were cool. just that. argh. get well soon. h7 told me to sleep early too: LATE SLEEPING HABITS LEAD TO FAT BUILD-UP. i am so going to stick to a 9-9 habit. ok. 10-11 lah.
i was listening to 987fm when they play sugarbabe's ABOUT YOU NOW. hah. what a random yet enjoyable song that brings back many fond memories. h7 pisq wolfie fishy twiggy and all those rubbish cute names we gave. and the times we sprinted past corridors from the B block to the lecture theatre 1 and 2.. all the way to the parade square. so many times. yet those were the times we enjoyed gushes of adrenaline and felt never before so fit and fab. (: and then i remember myself humming through the school song cause i never knew the lyrics. oh wells. as long as i know it's the school song. (perhaps a school pledge could be written? ST NICKS FTW. we have chinese AND english versions.)
i miss jc. as much as i miss st nicks. hai. i miss school. let's wish university would be just as great.



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