19th 19th 19th.
yesterday was a GREAAAAAAT day. haha. too great to the extent that i was SOOOOO tired this morning for econs and subsequently biology.
woke up to the morning to have prata at some ulu place in sin ming afterwhich my dad drove around serene centre to navigate his way upon the place he used to travel often. he claimed there used to be a short-cut across to the botanical garden.. and so he made awfully loads of rounds, reverses and "OOPS". but it was awesome to oogle at the sizes of the kind of houses some bloody rich people are living in.. with a guardhouse and castle-looking mansions. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. there we also stumbled upon the ambassy of malaysia and somewhere around the ambassy of france. i was kinda taken aback but after that not so when i see how garden-ish and billionare-ish the former looked while the latter looked more like some office building with it's deep blue opaque glass windows.
we later stopped by botanical garden after confirming that the short-cut is extinct. woah. the fishes in the ponds are WAY OVER FED. like imagine a fish with it's "waist" bigger than your 1.5 litres water bottle and it's gills flaring out cause it just couldnt close itself to its own body. and the pigeons. they literally walk up to your feet even if you are not holding any food. how human-friendly.
i later found myself to be the most mature among the three. although im approximately 1/3 their age or like 1/10 their combined. somewhere up underneath there... as usual, my dad trotted to almost everything that appeared new to him while my mom tries to pace up. i was like stuck in between. AS USUAL. say, we went to a mini-pond and they started to argue if it was a snakehead or a tilapia or a fish species from thailand. ahhh. who cares. I WAS WEARING SHORTS BUT THEY WERENT. ok. maybe i did care when i squat at a site for approximately 20minutes after a frog-look-a-like sighting.. but to no avail, or when i like move simultaneously in slow motion with the 2 not-so-young-chaps to get a glimpse of a really shy fish.
it was supposed to be the climax but we end up seeing 2 swan asses shaking in their own little island. not our humanise kharsuan.. i really mean that big white bird that lays eggs which later transforms into an ugly duckling.. yes so whatever. we got kinda hyped up again when we saw little squirrels hoping from tree to tree and zig-zig-ing its way across the pathway. look at those puffy tails and how it twitches.. i used to have substitutes for at home.. when i jump out from behind the door and scream really loudly at my unsuspecting cat. then MMMMMIEECCK! boombah. and you see a similarly puffed up tail standing on ends.. moreover, you see not just brown tails.. you see black and white ones too (: HOW FUN. WAHAHAHAH.
but those days. haiz. wait till i get a private house. i'll get those cats home.. even if it means leaving the house empty so no precious wood or leather gets clawed. i swear the first thing i'll get is a private house. not a car. house first please. *dreams on, and the money flies further.*
it's been weeks since i last gave my precious baiwan a wipe and some really really comforting strokes. she was like. a piece of meat. that's like the best description cause she just laid down for me to sayang for 30 minutes straight? she purred, glanced a moment at me and put her head back down. then some other cat choked and started coughing in front of me.. immediately my mom reprimanded me for being so stupid. she scolded. literally, to which why i didnt move away. and how can i be a vet if im so stupid. i hissed back without thinking "when did i say i wanted to be a vet lah!" at the very moment, i wasnt thinking too much. actually, i think i lied. i think i did aspire to be a vet after my last dog died. but the devastation from my results told me to be a practical person and stay in singapore. dont be a vet. pursue a realistic dream. and so on. with funds lacking, a brain too dumb and a character not very desirable, maybe it's time to sit back and reconsider really, what i should be. or should i go for the last resort, study anything and sign on to the army or join the police. argh. decisions too complicated should not be bothering me weeks or like DAYS before A levels. put that down. or i'll start to euthanise myself.
dinner. was also out. AT VIVO. yay. it's been time we went to a shopping gallare. and it's at a marche. i never knew where and what that was until i came across the name in a conversation withpauline paul. ok. so when i though it was a class restaurant.. not really. besides the presence of air-con, having credit-card-like cards and gawing at over-priced food, i'd rather go to lao pa sa----->never eaten there. believe it or not. or some hawker food centre where food and cheaper and probably nicer. then again. it's probably more value for money than seoul garden. i swear im not stepping into that place for the next...5 years? oh wells. coincided with an first-three-months-ajc-friend. hah. so model and chio. *melts down* she had a hair let down with a gentle perm, some makeup to touch-up her facial features and wore a TIGHT and MINI dress complement with a black retro belt around her waist. WOSH. hot mans. especially when SHE'S TALLER AND THINNER than me.. probably HER LEGS ARE LONGER THAN MINE. !!!!!!!
"party" officially ended. so it's weird. cause 2nd brother isnt here. and so the 6th member of the original ng family got replaced by a da-sao this year... the photo album da-sao nicely wrapped with was YAY. just in time cause im about to get my 1001 million camwhored-with-friends photos, including an uncountable set of jump shots, printed. but the "I SEE DUMB PEOPLE" was. so my big brother who is so perma-ever-ready to suan me. RAWR. *bites*
and just. just just. i argued with my mom and i got pissed for no specfic reason. maybe pms-ing or like splashing out all the feelings i've been bottling inside. do you know how much it hurts when, not just once but multiple times and still counting, your mom thinks you are another person whether she goes out with you? it's like on EVERY SINGLE OCCASSION she says, "i went out with your sister". or maybe i should just forgive her. it might be poor memory. which i hope to express such symptoms selectively or like. oh wells.
mugging is so not my cup of tea. can i replace paperwork with erm.. balls and games?
woke up to the morning to have prata at some ulu place in sin ming afterwhich my dad drove around serene centre to navigate his way upon the place he used to travel often. he claimed there used to be a short-cut across to the botanical garden.. and so he made awfully loads of rounds, reverses and "OOPS". but it was awesome to oogle at the sizes of the kind of houses some bloody rich people are living in.. with a guardhouse and castle-looking mansions. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. there we also stumbled upon the ambassy of malaysia and somewhere around the ambassy of france. i was kinda taken aback but after that not so when i see how garden-ish and billionare-ish the former looked while the latter looked more like some office building with it's deep blue opaque glass windows.
we later stopped by botanical garden after confirming that the short-cut is extinct. woah. the fishes in the ponds are WAY OVER FED. like imagine a fish with it's "waist" bigger than your 1.5 litres water bottle and it's gills flaring out cause it just couldnt close itself to its own body. and the pigeons. they literally walk up to your feet even if you are not holding any food. how human-friendly.
i later found myself to be the most mature among the three. although im approximately 1/3 their age or like 1/10 their combined. somewhere up underneath there... as usual, my dad trotted to almost everything that appeared new to him while my mom tries to pace up. i was like stuck in between. AS USUAL. say, we went to a mini-pond and they started to argue if it was a snakehead or a tilapia or a fish species from thailand. ahhh. who cares. I WAS WEARING SHORTS BUT THEY WERENT. ok. maybe i did care when i squat at a site for approximately 20minutes after a frog-look-a-like sighting.. but to no avail, or when i like move simultaneously in slow motion with the 2 not-so-young-chaps to get a glimpse of a really shy fish.
it was supposed to be the climax but we end up seeing 2 swan asses shaking in their own little island. not our humanise kharsuan.. i really mean that big white bird that lays eggs which later transforms into an ugly duckling.. yes so whatever. we got kinda hyped up again when we saw little squirrels hoping from tree to tree and zig-zig-ing its way across the pathway. look at those puffy tails and how it twitches.. i used to have substitutes for at home.. when i jump out from behind the door and scream really loudly at my unsuspecting cat. then MMMMMIEECCK! boombah. and you see a similarly puffed up tail standing on ends.. moreover, you see not just brown tails.. you see black and white ones too (: HOW FUN. WAHAHAHAH.
but those days. haiz. wait till i get a private house. i'll get those cats home.. even if it means leaving the house empty so no precious wood or leather gets clawed. i swear the first thing i'll get is a private house. not a car. house first please. *dreams on, and the money flies further.*
it's been weeks since i last gave my precious baiwan a wipe and some really really comforting strokes. she was like. a piece of meat. that's like the best description cause she just laid down for me to sayang for 30 minutes straight? she purred, glanced a moment at me and put her head back down. then some other cat choked and started coughing in front of me.. immediately my mom reprimanded me for being so stupid. she scolded. literally, to which why i didnt move away. and how can i be a vet if im so stupid. i hissed back without thinking "when did i say i wanted to be a vet lah!" at the very moment, i wasnt thinking too much. actually, i think i lied. i think i did aspire to be a vet after my last dog died. but the devastation from my results told me to be a practical person and stay in singapore. dont be a vet. pursue a realistic dream. and so on. with funds lacking, a brain too dumb and a character not very desirable, maybe it's time to sit back and reconsider really, what i should be. or should i go for the last resort, study anything and sign on to the army or join the police. argh. decisions too complicated should not be bothering me weeks or like DAYS before A levels. put that down. or i'll start to euthanise myself.
dinner. was also out. AT VIVO. yay. it's been time we went to a shopping gallare. and it's at a marche. i never knew where and what that was until i came across the name in a conversation with
"party" officially ended. so it's weird. cause 2nd brother isnt here. and so the 6th member of the original ng family got replaced by a da-sao this year... the photo album da-sao nicely wrapped with was YAY. just in time cause im about to get my 1001 million camwhored-with-friends photos, including an uncountable set of jump shots, printed. but the "I SEE DUMB PEOPLE" was. so my big brother who is so perma-ever-ready to suan me. RAWR. *bites*
and just. just just. i argued with my mom and i got pissed for no specfic reason. maybe pms-ing or like splashing out all the feelings i've been bottling inside. do you know how much it hurts when, not just once but multiple times and still counting, your mom thinks you are another person whether she goes out with you? it's like on EVERY SINGLE OCCASSION she says, "i went out with your sister". or maybe i should just forgive her. it might be poor memory. which i hope to express such symptoms selectively or like. oh wells.
mugging is so not my cup of tea. can i replace paperwork with erm.. balls and games?
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
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and the tears you cry
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