• mr jane ng jian hui. for the birthday celebration that did not go according to plan early this month. for being so enthusiastically coming in first position ahead of syahiran's sms immediately past midnight. for the extra mile you took to get that chocolate cake the very last minute. for taking time to write me a second birthday card. no thanks to the shout your midnight sms induced that woke my mom up. to the last minute call for me to reach school earlier. for telling me to imagine you in *thongs*. for passing me the class birthday card before everyone wrote it. and so on. oh wells. thanks for being a great. brother. friend. [that sort of thing la.] the thoughts really count.
• mr nuh sally syahiran. hmm. for the i-lost-count soya bean drinks you've treated me [see la, now im expecting more. HAHA]. for helping me to tell seet that my present needs to be changed. for being's jian hui's bestie so i know you'll comfort him whenever i hurt him. (: for the dozens of dozens of cold jokes you shared. and for talking so much, so i won't appear talkative[you have no idea how awkward situations are on the mrt alone with yuheng.. everything i initiate a topic.. he talks abit. and goes silent. so it's me doing most of the talking. *shakes head*]. no thanks to giving me the greatest shock of the year at plaza singapura by getting my attention.. maybe even in years. for inviting me to watch a M18 movie with NUDITY. for knowing WHICH present needs to be changed and still telling me that YOU TRIED IT. wth wth wth.
• ms low seet teng. for being the organiser of almost everything. revolving like an earth around the sun[which is me] HAHA. for the sweet thoughts and consolation. for telling me to try out polo after A's.[i dont mind. provided the right timing.] for running in and out of world of sports to change size for me. for putting up with my bad temper when you were trying to hide a surprise from me.. raaaaaarrrrrrrr. you know la. YOU SHOULD. and oh. for walking slow. i enjoy that pace quite a lot. no thanks for TELLING ME TO REACH SCHOOL AT 7AM TOMORROW WITHOUT EATING BREAKFAST. PFFFFF. for having longer legs than me yet having a smaller foot. for pang sei-ing me many times. especially today after you heard it was nude movie today.. for telling me to COME HERE QUICK without telling me the venue's actually the canteen. and for THINKING IT'S THE 21ST TODAY. ok then. I HAVE TWO BIRTH DAYS THIS YEAR. TOMORROW'S MY BIRTHDAY TOO.
• MISS SITI NURHA FIZAH. i think that's the way to spell it. i wont say i was surprised that your sms came. I WAS EXPECTING IT ANYWAY. lol. a pity we didnt meet today. or i would have demanded a bear hug. for a minute. long long one. shiok shiok satisfying one. heh.
• my dearest secondary school buddies. caiyun minghwei yitan audrey jiawei. haah. so touching. (: (: (:
• ms glorious gloria cheng. BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. "i love you and you love wanna marry me"
• lion dancers. the card yall tian sent via singpost was. NICE. just that. why the picture take up so much space haha. and WHY THE BLOODY FEATHERS. IM NOT A CHICKEN. DAMNIT. haha. and NO THANKS TO SAMUEL KWEK. who like mel mel, commented that i looked like a gorilla.----> SO WHAT IF I DID. AT LEAST DONT REMIND ME ON MY BIRTHDAY RIGHT. eeyer. and I WILL grow TALLER. haha. then as yingqiao says, i'll go zara and get stilletos. then waihan would be the second i'll step on. the first is always quack quack. and it doesnt really matter if taller=more weight. im already very heavy. *looks down. pouts*
• the everest 08SO3I. along with miss liaw[she insist a MISS will do.] i was REALLY SURPRISED when lingxi's sms came. (: sweet. though i should be thanking yall for singing, I REALLY REALLY WANTED IT LOUD AND CLEAR so the WHOLE WORLD KNOWS IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY. eeyeer.. somemore 3 persons leh. the volume should be 3 TIMES LOUDER. so people like VADI knows he still owes my J1 PROMO RESULT SLIP. and more people i know and don't know will smile at me. HAH.

i was in fact. dull last night. the thought of being eighteen did not mean more freedom. but instead. more independence with it's multiplier effect. it totally saddens me when i know i can no longer get cheap thrills from drinking alcoholic drinks illegally in pubs and restaurants.. or like have the chance to sneak into MOS or ZOUK underage. i wished i can remain seventeen. all the way.------------------>now i know why women hate revealing their age. i think. this is bad. im already getting this syndrome at 18. whatmore at 21?!

i got happier the next day. when i opened my eyes with a big yawn with a usual toss over to see my dad's face 30 cm from mine. happy birthday. he whispered. ahh. so nice. then rain's mtv LOVE STORY from his newest album RAINISM[sound retarded i know. but still. so ever supportive of him. you may say im suffering from rainism.]. it started to drizzle and RAIN as i walked to school. what a RAINy day for MRS RAIN. ain it like MY day. WAHAHAHA. [P/S: IT RAINED LAST YEAR WHEN I WENT TO SCHOOL TOO. in fact it thundered.] i saw him. i wanted so much to tell him it's MY birthday so he could wish me. but.. I LOVE MY 'FACE'. so i decided not to tell him with his friends around. and so i never got the chance to. i saw HUNDREDS of familiar faces at i trailed down the corridor. the urge in me, however, was less positive than the self-control i had on my mouth. so no one except my class, the close, william knew. I WANNA SHOUT IT OUT LOUD---->sounds familiar. song lyrics?

with only a couple of hours left to the 2nd day of my birthday.. ok. serious. just that few hours. and like what syahiran said, it's another 365 days. should i sit back, relax. or heed that irritating wei han's sms to "enjoy" mugging since it's "1.5weeks left to A's." damns. i really wished i could sms back that. I HATE YOU. too bad my sms's too precious. hah.

thanks people! and syahiran. this is. ok. quite long. but not the longest. *smirks*