these 2 elements occurred. here and there. everywhere. but the overall mood still aint satisfactory.
im sad cause i cannot go home early today to accompany mama, whose birthday is today. im sad cause i seem to be accommodating with people who has H3 and i feel like why-the-hell-should-i-do-that. im sad cause my dad insisted NOT bringing any cats over, not even his buddy. im sad cause i recently got the news that COCO, the loyal watchdog at pap's office disappeared--it's just a nicer way of putting that she died. im sad cause i feel deprived of sleep. im sad cause i can't study when i want to, in particular biology today. im sad cause nobody even seems to hear me when i want their attention. im sad that's why i need to vent it out.
let's put things in a GP-ish way by putting supporting points at the later part of my entry to make myself convince that im happy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA. we just celebrated her bday.. and here's the pictures.---can you imagine the camera run out of battery the moment i was about to take the first shot?!
candid shot of pap in cheeky-ness
my dad commented that i have receding hairline which i totally agree. all because of soccer. but that's not my point. my point is, im happy cause there's soccer training which i thought was a little more physically challenging today. im happy.. cause i saw pisq? ok. so much for being happy today.
plus a little random shots to make my day.
a shot of someone's legs.
one of the few photos renu n i took together before she joined another cca.
thankews to my buddies--swan sweet caramel hotlips glucose and all other concerned classmates--esp beck eleanor, soccermates for yall concern. i just need that push to carry on with that sucky life im stuck with. i can't believed i prayed today that a car could bang me down today cause i need some form of coma to relieve myself from this hectic aimless life. and today's mama's birthday. how unfilial.
and the tears you cry
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