oh wells. it's supposed to be a happIER year to headstart with since that i've moved house and that my brother's got married.. i guess i really need a place to vent my frustration and explain the cause of my VERY frequent PMS-like symptoms these days.
number one, i got scolded for some shit reason my
number two, im starting to really lose my privacy at home.. what they term as "my" room is more like a guest room where anyone and everyone just comes in to sit on my bed without permission or notice. my wardrobe gets slide open, drawers pulled and bed slept on. what really irritates me is when before the first beam of sunlight enters my eyes, i see that coward using the comp in "my" room, in front of my bed. like WTH. first you tell me im the only person who needs[according to him a want. -_-"] the computer at home and then there you are stuck to it before i even wake up. and speaking of usage of comp in MY room, he seems to be ignorant that his SEVENTEEN YEAR OLD SISTER doesnt need privacy. not even in her OWN room.
a point to note of why the comp landed in "my" room.--it's mine only AFTER ALL THE OTHER ROOMS HAVE BEEN TAKEN. so you think i have a choice? AND YOU STILL THINK THE YOUNGEST SIBLING GETS THE BEST? BULLSHIT. 1] the previous owner made my room a study room via drilling a hole, literally, through the wall so the wiring for internet connection neednt be stretched to its limit. hence, following his mindset as well as to avoid drilling more holes, ta-dah. the comp is here. 2] my room is the second biggest.. hence due to SPACE scarcity... oh wells. cut the crap. 3] [ they made this reason which i obnly agreed to a certain extent] i am the only person in the household who will use this comp all the time. hmmm. the above example should have proved to everyone otherwise.
number three, apparently the animal crisis is back. everyone is going back on their word. how could they. i always found a channel in the cats to unleash my feelings. now i feel like my heart is bursting and im gasping for air.
so in short. i feel this way. i have a family but not a home. i have a room but not a shelter. life totally sucks. staying out of the house seems better, really.
ok. now i feel much better.
YEEAAAAH. let's blog. (: FINALLY.
as a memoir for 2007. here are all my first times[as far as i can remember] in 2007 before 2008 came.
- i cant believe how many times i kboxed this year. but yea, my first time in kbox occurred this year too.
- bought dangling earings--i never dared to wear them for fear of catching a branch with it or something..
- chose my own nice nice curtain colour. SCARLET
- wore a 2 piece school uniform. haha. wearing the prominent blue IJ uniform for 10 years recalled all sorts of retarded, awful, vivid memories.
- openly went gaga over somone till i got kinda fed-up and decided to tone down.
- wore fbts. ok. this is quite minor. lol.
- waved at EVERY motorists, drivers and pedestrians from a lorry.---did that twice on the 31st dec.
- not cut my hair for 1.75 years or so.
- polished my nails for 2 weeks consecutively.
- talked to men openly about the bra--PWPWPWPW :/
- realised that any guy of any age from any school can be just at irritating and provoking.
- i lived one and a half years without a dog.. ):
- realised that guys could also have red hot pulpy lips.
- got hit by fireworks debris -__-" wth.
ok. here's a sibei unprofessional short clip of the fireworks.. the time i turned away.. is the time i got hit. had my own room- realised not all RI boys are noobs and/or irritants
- realised both my parents have very similar AP and they are both as stubborn to admit their similarities.
- took sooo many photos and shook so many hands and smiled idiotly soooo many times within 2 hours on dec 31st as a clown
- oh yea. first time as a clown.. the poor makeup due to hotlips...
a group photo taken by a drunken old angmoh. LOL.
- shook hands with a bangladesh worker too. O_o. and he came up to me. i didnt go to him. WOW.
- went to the zoo, bird park, night safari all within a period of 3months and for free. *smirks.
- lay on the road[with sweet on 31st] like nobody's business in an attempt to prove how empty the road was without vehicles.
- tickled the chins[shaved or unshaved] of guys not blood-related. i did that to my bros and dad when i was really young.
- first time. SAW MY HUBBY[RAIN] IN PERSON.
- attended his[RAIN] concert/ stepped into the indoor stadium
- became a parrapazi on 31st.
- took a shot with kym ng. but i totally looked like shit.
- recieved a letter from brunei darussalum THANKEW MINGHWEE
- joined/volunteered at a countdown party.. AND THIS FIRST TIME LOCATION IS SOOO NEAR... like boon lay.. -_-"
- got offered some cigarrettes.
- had a makeover...
- moved house.
- stayed at a classy air-conditioned chalet in a co-ex class. my family werent worried. they knew i could settle everything myself. HOW NICE.
- zhanjiao with my FIRST lionhead.ms goh tian--who reminded me to add this in
- ate mcflurry. wahaha. believe it or not.
alright. such a long post. with SOOO MANY PICS. here are some random out-of-nowhere shots to end of with (:
balloons. lots of it.
let's hope for the better into the year. next blog. if i remember. on my aj "class" outing. stnicks planning in the process.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
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and the tears you cry
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