ohmytian. i shouldnt be sayin this. or in fact announcin at all... but after wat happened in the LT today. i tot i should say LOL. ok wth m i bloody hell talkin abt?
the day started off REALLY tiring.. cause of bloody bullshit cowdung idiotic OPPW... stayed up till 2am before proceedin to sleep... while baby stayed on till 4.30am WAAH pro pro. iLOVE UBABY! woke up 30min late but still managed to catch the bus. WOW. AMAZING. -----oh pls pardon me if i find humour in places that no one in the world, not even maniacs can understand cause im kinda 50% happy and 50% tired now. WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAhahaha...hahahah...hehhhh.......................
SO, reachin sch 20 min before sch starts.. i heeded glucose's source that rainer sits at the windy tables every morning. damns. shouldnt have believed that bimbo. haha. rmb bimbo's are blind except for money..---err. but glucose exception la instd of $ her's result. cause she's bloody hell smart. DUN LIKE DUN CARE. complaint to all the gal friends....cause i decided not to complain to og mates such as sianghuat or eng..... I WHERE GOT HARDCORE OVER rainer lor. pls. im just a lil apiring-fan-to-be of his. yea. was kinda disappointed but not to the extent of being despondent. lol. shit why m i laughin at myself. oh wells. nvm.
like a normal little obedient student, i entered the LT with sweet caramel glucose etc and just find a place to sit down... and oooh. fizzah was sittin diagonally across.. haha. then i started diggin my bag for stuff before hissing of my name came from the guys behind... OHHH. rainer was LATE. and he's comin up. sheesh u noe how malu-atin it is FOR ME if he hears wat the guys and sayin and that he was abt to sit in front of the person who is idolising him? i dun care. i wanna NAME the guys one by one her. BAD SALLY BAD MEL BAD WEENIE BAD JANE BAD KAREN MOK BAD WAIHAN[who came up to poke fun at me somemore] bad.. alrite then.. i shall not penalise winston and yh.. pls. they so kwai can. HAHA. ok not tt kwai la actually. oh. BAD SWEET BAD CARAMEL BAD HONEY BAD GLUCOSE BAD SWAN BAD BABYetc for laughin at me non-stop. I DUN LIKE U. eeeeeeyerrr. pple damn paiseh laaaaaaaaah!.. sheesh i sound so BIMBO-tic like SOMEONE now. haha.
next was a tormentin 7hr[accordin to caramel] pw... oh mannn. everyone's mentally exhausted. but i tot the op dryrun really helps. AND YEA. STEFF SAID I WAS WARM. WARMMMMMMMMMMMM. wahahahhaha. but shit i stammmered waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much. no good no good.
suddenly. at this point of time. i wanna scold and spam abt mel. last nite.. he asked me to delete my friendster comment. then he say nvm.. so i asked if it was a hint for me to delete it and so on.. ---ok. i admit not v interestin. today when everyone was leavin the pw class for lunch.. 2 lifts came together. so one lift was more crowded then the other... the less crowded one havin only mel in it---sheesh this sounds like a math qns hahah. so anw.. OF COURSE being a rational consumer.. i choose the less crowded one for my personal well-being in the pursuit of self-interest. HAHA. application of economics. woooo. why can't i just do the same for exams?! BLOODY HELL. oh. so anw.. the moment i stepped in.. pauline n kb came along. sayin that " hey u should b on the other side.. this is a guy's lift.." before i knew it.. jane weenie winston and gang all came in WTH. i tot tt was bad enough until the lift stopped halfway and entered another 2 guys. ARRGH. tt feelin was damn weird. damn.... UNWANTED. in e canteen i started doin lame things which included tryin to "boo!" mel from the back... oh well. the response was expected sians.
during lunch saw rainer leaving sch woots. SECOND TIME OF THE DAY. wa liaows. i feel so... warm~~. then talked abt how hot karen mok's bod was. OH YES. im supposed to blogg abt it. i'll try to b more discreet so that karen wont b hurt k. PLS ALLOW ME TO EMPHASIZE THAT KAREN MOK IS A VERY. NO. EXTREMELY NICE PERSON. ok. now i can talk cock abt him with less guilt. HAHAHAHHAHAH. MUAHAHAHHAHAHA. oh.. it started off when i saw this muscular person.. ok.. or at least the upper body.. in this tight fittin black long sleeve softball attire. i was mesmerised. ok. sounds wrong. but do i give a damn. im clean. CLEAN. just bathed. (: ok. tt was somehow irrelevant again. yea... so there goes. i think karen has HOT BODY[upper] and he should b PROUD of it. YEAH. no need to diet la. aiyo. NICE NICE. dun b scrawny. YEAH *twist*
went to art room after sch to spot muffin's work of art after school with bimbo gang and caramel.. and we finally understood why art pple dun sleep---cause they need A WHOLESOME LOT OF TIME to do ONE piece of work--and dun eat---cause they can't afford the TIME and the opportunity cost of dirtyin their work.... *sighs. MUFFIN. PLS EAT MORE. u look like ur wired artwork. seriously. *sighs. this applies to GOH TIAN too.. i understand ur sis is skinnier.. but if u wanna compare.. compare with ME. then u'll eat more. YEA? MUAAHAHA.
later spent time having sibei heart-to-lung-and-back-to-heart talk with sweet n caramel since we didnt wan to go home... and we were awfully tired. OH YES. i must tell u abt the toilet incident near our lockers.. i was like damn high when pw ended and jumped around and shouting.. sweet went in first then after that i entered.. but i decided to shout into the toilet as i push the door open.. WHO KNEW A BIMBO WAS ABOUT THE OPEN THE DOOR TOO. haha. so she screamed along with me.. u should have seen her expression. damn bloody farnie. alrite to compensate for the fun u lost. i shall attempt to describe it here. for that moment, sweet froze. her arms half hangin from her waist, her fingers as if cramped, her mouth widened to abt 3/4 e size of jane, nostrils expanded, pupils dilated etc. AIN IT FUN.
later after wavering ard the school for a further 15min or so... i finally decide not to go home.. haha. i went j8 to print photos... oh mann. im such a boon at such stuff.. it was only after i chose the pics that i realise that that BLOODY GREEN MACHINE IS NOT INSTANT. wth. so gotta go all the way back to j8 to collect those pic. how irritatin. but that is NOT a pull-factor to go for soccer kickabouts tmr morning. i need my sleep.. though i also need my fitness.. sians. all my muscles have been converted to fats.. if only the converter in our hp had fat converters---ok. nvm if u dun get this. just smile to urself at the mirror and think of my laogong RAIN. OH YES. IT RAINED TODAY. damn shuang. WOOOTS. rainer+ rain. one of the happiest times of my life.
WARNING THE FOLLOWIN PARAGRAPH WOULD B DESCRIBE OF A GAL WHO FINDS HERSELF TURNING INTO A BIMBO: after orderin the photos T_T... which i was actually intendin to get it printed on the spot.... i floated ard j8 in search for a WANT. yes a WANT. oh my tian. wth is happenin man.. i didnt noe there's a deadline to tell wat kinda present u want for ur birthday--the deadline is this sunday... actually i have alot of things i wanna buy.. but for my brother.. OLD brother to get for me is kinda weird.. like i want a NICE cap.. really really nice cap[he doesnt noe my pref] or sport shoe[he dunno my size] or a dress[nice try. a brother buyin dress for his sis] a...._ _ _ *hint: my pw task lol [im sure he can buy], or a nice necklace for outin/dinner or a nice pair of dangling earings, a nice plain metal ring to wear on the thumb[but i think no gals does tt YET. yes i'll b e groundbreaker] oh wells.. i guess i'll still continue to walkard.. and let me see wat i do NOT want[err. this is NOT a hint to anyone to get me present.. k fine. it's to my bro & sis in case they see this blog though i noe they'll never c this part of e msg cause i realised my blog as well as this sentence is way too long and needs alot of patience to finish readin... i'll b content as long as u rmb me] no wallet,no ipod, no mp3, no stuff toys--my dad throws/gives them away WITHOUT my permission, no...things that u noe i wont touch it anymore after some time. sheesh. this is damn vague. wateva shall talk about this other time damn sianoh. actually i just have a simple wish that ironically cannot happen. i just wanna stay and not move hse.....hence.. i guess i can only think superficially..i noe. i wanna go clubbing. hhaa. which is like... wait long long. esp with my mom. unless.......
kk.. pple r waitin for my entry.. shall continue to whine and think abt wat to get....
All the sleepless nights; and the tears you cry at 10:54 PM
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