after my last ultra-long entry. i promise i'll make this short n sweet. okay. at least im TRYIN.
OMG. I DREAMT OF RAINER. I CAN DAMN HAPPY. but it was a really weird dream he appeared in.. as in.. the dream was really really random. ok. here it goes:
my pap was driving me to sch.. err. not the present sch.. but my secondary sch---see how much i miss secondary sch days. OH MANNN. then on the way we passed by my friend's hse... my mom.. as "curious" as she always was.. pointed that there were birds. i was like "OH. HOW SURPRISING"---that. was sacarsm. pap mom n me then got of the car and pap... WENT TO TRADE CANDLE WAX WITH MY FRIEND'S FATHER?! i have absolutely no idea how my brain how functioning. then continued our way on the car to my sch... it seems a really long way.. cause on the way we met a white sport car. AND RAINER WAS THE DRIVER. damn bloody coolios. i was soooo mesmerized by how focus he is when he drove..---sweet says:"u r infatuated with him la" yea i guess so. MUAHAHHAHAHA.ok.. here's the part on him ends. though short. but really portrayed him well. next i was crossing a zebra crossin outside my sch and i met zengguocheng some taiwan tv food host and gigileungsome hongkong artiste. lol. no idea wat i was thinking. and zengguocheng even came up to me and ask: "hello? do u rmb me?" wth.
yea. i think that's all. but it managed to make my sleep my way through till 12.30pm. hmmm. how did it last tt long? anw went out to some kopitiam to have lunch today and my pap nagged his way there. sians. i just couldnt be anymore bothered to talk back to him.. then went amk hub.. saw this really.. ok la.. QUITE nice purple dress. too bad. it was not just EXPENSIVE but my arms were kinda thick.. so i couldnt quite fit in. DAMN SAD SIA. ltr proceeded on to the hopeless this fashion which i always deemed--coz all the sizes in there were usually very small for SKINNY people. WOW. amazingly.. there were ALOT of clothes that fit me WOOTS. bought 2 purple dresses. lol purple agn. i dunno. my mom choose the choices.. i select them.. and i LIKED them YEA. happy. very happy. im si bei ELATED.
it seems the 2 folks in my family really can't wait to move... they just keep chanting the new hse block number every now n then. OMG. IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IRRITATING. ok fine. perhaps it's just me who really dun like that hse tt envt and tt feelin of leaving my present location. I AM JUST NOT FIT TO BE A NOMADIC HERDER. im a STAYON FOREVER AND DIE HERE IF CAN kinda person. while tt's abt all for pap n mom.. my sis's frantically tryin to squeeze my big bro out of the new hse since he's gettin married by EOY and supposedly to b stayin in his own "home sweet home" with our dao-sao-to-be. sian. doesnt this just makes my family more separated? im really not feelin very good abt this arrangement. it's like so many less humour in the hse after tt... esp after my dog left. *cries. next on.. after my sis's plan of shoo-ing my big bro out... she's turning target to me.. to chase me out of "her" room and locating me into the guest room. WTH. WAT KINDA CARING SISTER IS THAT. WHAT THE HELL DID U PRAY FOR MY OUT OF MAMA'S STOMACH FOR? ok fine. she prayed for me so that the brother's attention of bullyin pple would not b concentrated on her. *sighs. SHE OWES ME MANN.
oh wells. happy or not. im not so sure. like... im in e grey area.. which never did exist in the zebra crossing. life just has to go on. PRAYS FOR GOOD PROMOS result. *sighs.
gotta go sch tmr... for wat? for lion dance. oh my tian. MY TIAN. MS GOH TIAN. im not so sure if i made the right choice to choose her as the chairperson to toture me or sth.. but tian.. u'r=ve definitely shown lotsa passion in it. KEEP THE FLAME BURNING!! just dun burn ur own lion butt. *sighs. havent been kickin a ball either. er herm. the ball here refers strictly to SOCCER. lol. so since there's an unofficial game. OKIES. im on for it too. gotta then bathe n rush home then to orchard. LOL. woots. ER HERM. get readin.. im gonna open a personal concert tmr agn. WAHAHAHHAHAHA. damn shiok. woots.
and oh yes. A GREAT THANK U TO THE EVER PERSEVERING SUPPORTERS AND READERS TO MY ENTRIES. MUHAHHA. esp to the last one. i noe it was a loong one. it was SUPPOSED to be long la. muacks. returns to think of rain rainer n raining.
All the sleepless nights; and the tears you cry at 10:51 PM
clawedwretch
she’s not here, she’s not there.
and she neither stays nor does she hide