the day i shouldn't be alive.
i should have been dead the 31st of july
because i swore to share my joys and woes with u.
but u still left at 4.30PM
when i was just a mile away.
life's so different since u left me
but in me
i believe ur soul still gallops in the house and i refuse to move out
i wish i wont wake up tmr
and i know this would be a selfish choice
but nevertheless
u r loved.
because my blood dripped for u.
dedicated to dachi.died 31st july 2006 4.30pm at mt pleasant hosp.
and soon.
let me do something for u
i was supposed.. ok. or rather i wanted to blog on 30th july after my cip. but i was sooo damn tired.
haha. and i must reason out that it was absolutely worth it mann. cip doesnt feel like cip. i guess that's when you do things with all ur heart.. u enjoy it thoroughly. im serious. and err. haha.. with ALL ur energy too. coz i kinda landed dead in the floor immediately after dinner.. and that was like 9pm and i woke up at 11.30am the next day. WOO lala.
and. im very happy that shuning's ok. woots.
went to geylang for seafood today. and ahah. and huh-huh. went "sight-seeing" agn.. wells. wat ya expect. haha. ok. disfunctional family. but.. aint u envious, still?
ok. wee hours bloggin is getting into me and im really outta my mind. and it's damn warm now. i wonder i can wake up for a jog tmr. or perhaps a swim~. hmmm. it's monday tmr. a sch holiday~~~.
confused within.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 12:07 AM