surviving the odds

and still making my stand



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Saturday, May 19, 2007

脑袋都是你
心里都是你
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜念的都是你
全部都是你
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
让我大声的对你说
i'm thinking of you

yes. im bloggin in the wee hrs agn. as time past. im gettin sadder.
clicked through friendster just nows. memories flowed back, sinkin my heart deeper into me.
BGR? naah. tt's not my main concern now.

went back to stnicks today to collect my cert with minglu--DEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. but e cert's nth actually. my main motive was to return to st nicks. even after e tiring rounds of badminton and volleyball.. my ultimate goal was to reunite the spirit with my friends. i missed them so much.
then i trailed the path hm, i tot of her. not her, but her. the though of bring her for long walks just for me to burn calories and in the hope that she'll recognise the path i take back and from school. the thought of me laughing inconsiderately when she was bitten by red ants on her paws.. the thought that she was so mischievous to poo in the middle of the road.. the thought of her.. cramps my heart, burdens my soul, bitterns my taste, blurs my vision, affects my mood.
already it's mid-may. soon. it'll b ur death anniversary. wat should i do for u. u and winnie showered me the gift of wonderful o lvl results after u left.. leaving me in a major state of confusion and depression. i rather not get those results to please my parents, because i rather live with u. no matter how to used to sleep on my bed and pass ur ticks to me, how u contaminated my food on the table, how u covered the floor with layers of ur fur whenever u scratched, or refuse to trail the path with me.. i promise i'll never forget u. with all i have and all my entire life, i'll dedicate to creating happiness for u and winnie..
but who will for me.



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