damn. im feelin damn inefficient. im so ALLOCATIVE inefficient.and here i m.. bloggin in the wee hrs abt wat i did today.. but the stupid clock says its ytd. yes. i admit i woke up at 7.0am.. then back to sleep then 7.50am then sleep. then got late for soccer at 8.30am when i practically JUMPED up from my bed. but sians. rushed there for nth. ms renu was like so much later than me?! WTH?! ahha. then also got a nice nice ball print on my mouth n my chest from our dearest shu-ning--okay NOT THAT DEAR YET. coz i only rmb her name just today. ain i fabulous?aha! i wondered if i showered n forgot to dry myself before trg.. coz i was absolutely soaked at 9.30am!! sheesh. im glad i wore a black bra. and my bra was flat. heh heh! so nth can really be seen. yeah.. bought my bluey soccer boots ytd. guess i bought a size BIGGER once agn. shit. i've got damn bad estimation.. though i actually tried it on! arrgh. then i guess the shin-guard was either mean to be really bulky.. or that it was too small. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. or that my legs were too thick. any resolutions wat i can do about it? *sighs.
went thomson plaza hopin to binge on sth fattening.---well. nice food are always unhealthy. wat do u expect? u cant get e best of both worlds! ---which is kfc. but apparently.. my dearest darlin sister is "detemined" to lose weight for my bro's wedding---SHEESH tt means i need a dress. arrghs.. i guessed i lost hope on seeing my sis go running.. and she bought running shoes to prove her determination.. yea rite. her determination to buy sth tt she'll wear less than 5 times a yr. GREAT. in the end.. not only did she not run this morning. she didnt even skipped--like she cud... OMG. she even when for breakfast at e nearby market! wat a pig. so.. we settlement at e foodcourt and my sister say she wanted korean meal. i was like huh?! okay. go ahead. then i was too tired in a way to even stand up.. my mom bought me congee.. which tasted so MSG-ians. sometimes. i feel like murderin my sister for making logics out of the nonsense. she bought instant noodles tt was deemed at korean noodles--wat a waste. i cook better than that at home! and she claims it helps in her dietin planning coz it's "low in calories" and spicy which will " induce the body to burn fats". yea. rite. im glad she's not a nutritionist. her patients would have been cremated by now.
ouch. the blisters are killing me! i swear i must bite the shoe that bit me. arghs. how nice. it's 1.35 alrdy! better sleep. and conc on my studies!!!!!! but damn PW sucks. and im hatin someone for the holidays. dun worry. my face wont crinkle over that someone. instd, another one. O-O oh manns--prays he comes back quickly. i cant wait to talk to him online. ---oh shit. CTs how. lalalallalala.
All the sleepless nights; and the tears you cry at 1:17 AM
clawedwretch
she’s not here, she’s not there.
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