still lickin' my paws

soccer!

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

damn. im feelin damn inefficient. im so ALLOCATIVE inefficient.and here i m.. bloggin in the wee hrs abt wat i did today.. but the stupid clock says its ytd.
yes. i admit i woke up at 7.0am.. then back to sleep then 7.50am then sleep. then got late for soccer at 8.30am when i practically JUMPED up from my bed. but sians. rushed there for nth. ms renu was like so much later than me?! WTH?! ahha. then also got a nice nice ball print on my mouth n my chest from our dearest shu-ning--okay NOT THAT DEAR YET. coz i only rmb her name just today. ain i fabulous?aha!
i wondered if i showered n forgot to dry myself before trg.. coz i was absolutely soaked at 9.30am!! sheesh. im glad i wore a black bra. and my bra was flat. heh heh! so nth can really be seen. yeah.. bought my bluey soccer boots ytd. guess i bought a size BIGGER once agn. shit. i've got damn bad estimation.. though i actually tried it on! arrgh. then i guess the shin-guard was either mean to be really bulky.. or that it was too small. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. or that my legs were too thick. any resolutions wat i can do about it? *sighs.

went thomson plaza hopin to binge on sth fattening.---well. nice food are always unhealthy. wat do u expect? u cant get e best of both worlds! ---which is kfc. but apparently.. my dearest darlin sister is "detemined" to lose weight for my bro's wedding---SHEESH tt means i need a dress. arrghs.. i guessed i lost hope on seeing my sis go running.. and she bought running shoes to prove her determination.. yea rite. her determination to buy sth tt she'll wear less than 5 times a yr. GREAT. in the end.. not only did she not run this morning. she didnt even skipped--like she cud... OMG. she even when for breakfast at e nearby market! wat a pig.
so.. we settlement at e foodcourt and my sister say she wanted korean meal. i was like huh?! okay. go ahead. then i was too tired in a way to even stand up.. my mom bought me congee.. which tasted so MSG-ians. sometimes. i feel like murderin my sister for making logics out of the nonsense. she bought instant noodles tt was deemed at korean noodles--wat a waste. i cook better than that at home! and she claims it helps in her dietin planning coz it's "low in calories" and spicy which will " induce the body to burn fats". yea. rite. im glad she's not a nutritionist. her patients would have been cremated by now.

ouch. the blisters are killing me! i swear i must bite the shoe that bit me. arghs. how nice. it's 1.35 alrdy! better sleep. and conc on my studies!!!!!! but damn PW sucks. and im hatin someone for the holidays. dun worry. my face wont crinkle over that someone. instd, another one. O-O oh manns--prays he comes back quickly. i cant wait to talk to him online. ---oh shit. CTs how. lalalallalala.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 1:17 AM

solemn

Saturday, May 19, 2007

脑袋都是你
心里都是你
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜念的都是你
全部都是你
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
让我大声的对你说
i'm thinking of you

yes. im bloggin in the wee hrs agn. as time past. im gettin sadder.
clicked through friendster just nows. memories flowed back, sinkin my heart deeper into me.
BGR? naah. tt's not my main concern now.

went back to stnicks today to collect my cert with minglu--DEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. but e cert's nth actually. my main motive was to return to st nicks. even after e tiring rounds of badminton and volleyball.. my ultimate goal was to reunite the spirit with my friends. i missed them so much.
then i trailed the path hm, i tot of her. not her, but her. the though of bring her for long walks just for me to burn calories and in the hope that she'll recognise the path i take back and from school. the thought of me laughing inconsiderately when she was bitten by red ants on her paws.. the thought that she was so mischievous to poo in the middle of the road.. the thought of her.. cramps my heart, burdens my soul, bitterns my taste, blurs my vision, affects my mood.
already it's mid-may. soon. it'll b ur death anniversary. wat should i do for u. u and winnie showered me the gift of wonderful o lvl results after u left.. leaving me in a major state of confusion and depression. i rather not get those results to please my parents, because i rather live with u. no matter how to used to sleep on my bed and pass ur ticks to me, how u contaminated my food on the table, how u covered the floor with layers of ur fur whenever u scratched, or refuse to trail the path with me.. i promise i'll never forget u. with all i have and all my entire life, i'll dedicate to creating happiness for u and winnie..
but who will for me.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 1:56 AM

the weak force within me.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

im tired. im satisfied.im pissed and im sad.

i havent been gettin a full 10hours boost of sleep and rest since the start of the week. and it's alrdy sunday. GREAT. my eyes are droopy as if the hydrogen bondings in my collagen is breaking. isnt tt wonderful? im so exhausted yet i still have time to recall wat i learn for bio. no as in wat i RMB. WOW. applause to the great! yea rite. dream on--- which i sincerely hope i can forever.

had flagday for some random ulu non-profit---supposedly organisation today... we started off with 7 pple at lavender mrt with sweet honey baby glucose hotlips ks ade.. but abit the person who lived e nearest WAS LATE. er herm. yea who else.. the never-will-not-stop-being-late hotlips. baby was also late.. but oh wells. WHO ASK HER TO LIVE AT PUNGGOL. ahaha.
wanted to try at the area outside icabuilding but was shoo--ed off by security guards. piang. IM STILL SO PISSED. CAN'T WE EVEN STAND THERE AND DISCUSS WHERE WE SHOULD BE HEADIN?!?!---in the mean time.. seet ks hotlips glucose had floated away from the area into some ulu hdb building.. ahaah. so the rest of us headed for tanjong pagar.
IT WAS SUCH A WONDERFUL AND INGENIOUS IDEA. there was hardly a soul. ok fine. there was. but so dispersed! like every 100sq metre.. there's only 0.2 pathetic soul.---relax.. we didnt c any half bodies walking ard.. tt was JUST STATISTICS dude.
after doin cip studiously--wateva u spell it!-- for consecutive 3hrs... we decided to just slack away into some shoppin mall. AHAH. wow. the food court's damn ex. but well. tt's one of a kind RARE classy shoppin centre there. and it's so small. [p/s: baby was so smart to eat chilli with 2 ulcers. SMART.]
yeah! at least i did flagday for once. ahhaa. so great.---tt's was mee being sacarstic. not rice. (;

the exhaustion does not end so easily. took mrt all the way to yishun after biddin BYEBYE to ade--poor gal still has piano. *sighs. MAY GOD BE WITH HER. ok. wat e hell m i tokin abt. probably e wee hrs syndrome? must be la. baby got off at orchard after a short while and honey start to tell me how nicely dressed she is at home but wears like... like wat?! when she goes out. MAY GOD BE WITH HER II.

someone has a stead. but this someone likes another TOO. im pissed. how can this someone b so fickle minded?! *sighs. punches fist on e wall--ouch.
prob not just sad. there's some flavour of vinegar too. seriously. why of all, my friend?
an urge to reflect comes to mind.

btw. never trust horoscopes. the prediction shattered me.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 1:01 AM