economic terms applied in school.
each time i enter a new environment, i make hasty n stupid decisions. this is like a straw--it sucks. dam damn, so many reservoirs built...
when i entered sec1. i made a choice to join netball.. not knowing how tough it would be n how i could cope.--stupid.
then i decided to switch cca in sec 2. into cldds leaving my teamates that went through blood n sweat situations with me--stupid.
after i got my o's, i should have gone to hcjc... where i could make friends where a larger proportion of the sch is not through-train. but i followed my mom's order.. go rj which is closer--stupid.
immediately i started search for ccas... i rushed into lion dance without thinkin twice. in fact, thrice--stupid.
i went for volleyball tryout. and i got in! but because of lion dance, i rejected the cca offering a place in e team for me--stupid.
so many opportunity cost. so many chances went past me. so bullshit. the stupid me,that is.
now im left with no position and so insignificant--i was not nominated for LD exco cause im a 2nd intaker. where should i head? how many more shit am i to go through? i've got friends. but none that is willing to take steps with me as far. perhaps, it's e downfall after success. i shouldnt be here. i shouldnt.
WHY AM I SO STUPID?!
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 11:04 PM