surviving the odds

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mentally dehydrating..

Friday, November 10, 2006

i thought e math exam was at 0800 and i left hse at 0630 today and went to audrey's hse.... to find her why she was late...... oopsy. the exam this was abit e 1430.. glad i've now got e habit to meet her b4 goin to sch.. or else.. dierrrr.... ya. dire..--- i insist on making spellin errors today. somehow. muahehahehah.

went back hm and was damn pai seh n tired lor. wanted to spend time... no.. is use e time WISELY to study physics.. it was definitely a BAD n TRAGIC choise. i can't help doozin away and kept eatin to keep my body awake.. unfortunately it wasnt my mind, or else i would haf realised tt i should STOP EATING CAUSE IM FULL. c lar.. now my tee feels so tight.. arrghh. i wan to tear it!!!^%$(*%%.

went to sch first w/o audrey--left hse at 1300.. i was HOPIN N WAITIN for shing's wife to call me or sth.. but she didnt. eeeks. idiot one lor. anw.. i reached sch w/o her and met althea at lao di fang--- she looked like e "toad" in e KUNGFU HUSTLE. haha. sory. ok. then e paper was quite a breeze... n i realised tt i was really gd at making careless mistakes.. everywhere! heha.

went back with audrey after tt... yea.. the stairs finally reopened at e TE!!! but tt means fond memories are gone... must we change as well? can i just ask to change my brain first? e pain still aches. a lot. on e way.. after bidding goodbye to shing's wife.. i saw a figure similar to her.. it was just some guard dog of one of e resident.. maNNNN. I MISS U SO MUCH AND AM STILL MISSING.

reached home n started to slack agn... yea. no tuition tmr or on sunday.. can really rest.. but somehow my body doesnt want to... moreoever with e stupid tight tee on me--it's really uncomfy u noe.

if only man can take over e control of time... like wat man can do over e rest. except for emotions.



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