still lickin' my paws

i lost another.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

yesterday was e day u left me a year ago.
no. it's e day u were brought to a foreign place because we could care for u no more.
at least tt's wat e adults think.
i decided to go vegetarian for tt day.
the adults,surprisingly, did not rmb or know y.
but. i rmbered and will continue
as u were, n will if u'r still here, my best baby-childhood pal.
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mischief i say.
nth better to do i opened e cage n let it out.
but i could control its thinking n its moves..
out to e green
it flew.--i think
as i knocked my head onto some obstacle.
hurriedly i rushed to search.
NOOOOO!!!!!--- i sincerely hope u'r NOT dead.
perhaps u could fly alrdy but just wasnt given e perfect chance like this.
perhaps u stay on for e free flow of food
perhaps u left because of e overwhelming irritations from e visits.
perhaps u found ur family.
perhaps. u will never return for us agn.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 3:12 PM

officially sixteen.

Monday, October 23, 2006

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. i dun wanna b sixteen. i dun even wanna survive today to overcome tmr. i havent grown.. except for side-ways. shitto.

rather disappted cos many of my friends whom i expect to send me well wishes... FORGOT abt ME. i'll rmb tt ok. on e other hand.. pple who i didnt expect... even gave me present!! actually, only one la.. i MUST thank her..

THANK U CAIYUN! this sentence is specially for u.

a canon camera for b-day? i seriously did NOT expect tt. i was abt to fork out a sum myself... ok. now i have one.. i'll make sure i MAKE GOOD USE OF IT. but my mama says dun play with it until exams r over.. shit. i broke my promise agn. well. wat to do? i can't even sit down n study properly!

currently... 2 down with e flu virus at hm... *prays sincerely.. pls protect me from e "evil" virus .. i canNOT fall sick.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 3:46 PM

silence.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

suddenly ur image swifted thru my mind as i walked past e corridoor.
i feel guilt-strickened.
how could i forget u so quickly?
but i feel even more sorry for winnie.
i had forgotten her even faster than dachi.
now, as i looked back.. i think. i think i saw the 2 of two waggin ur tails.
no. mom said u've recarnated.
but. u noe. it's never easy to forget.
unless im down with alzheimier's disease..
but still--touch wood.
how could i bear to do tt?
im sorry i failed to fufil my promise.
i've failed u.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 2:13 PM