Monday, August 14, 2006
u'r gone for 2 whole weeks. have u came back to see me back e window? i've been lighting a candle by e window since u left. mum even placed ur collar so tt u can smell ur way back home.
i dun understand. i think of u day n night, but u never seem to come back to visit me in my dreams. r u really tryin to break off frm me? tell me u'r not. i thought i saw u on sat. she looked similar to u.. had ur mischievous characteristic... she was also black like u.. a buldgin chest... omg. i broke down agn on e bus. was tt u?
tt nite i saw a shoplifter.. my conscience tells me to stop him.. but reality says no.. he may turn violent n hurt ppl. when i got on e bus to return hm.. u seem to appear in my mind.. tellin me tt i shudnt have gone against my conscience.. so wat if mum n dad will reprimand me.. it's morals we'r tokin abt here.
arrgh. woke up in e middle of e night. pains in e chest.. i groaned in soundless pain. y did u go? all ur food, balls, tidbits, belongings still remained! wat's e pt of leaving then? wat's e hurry? someone told me to get a new dog... but tt's not e pt... it's not abt having sth to guard e hse n bark at e strangers.. it's abt e bond. we'r losing bond... NOOOOOOO!!!!! we'r not. time will never fade us apart.
u noe.
i noe.
we all clearly noe within ourselves.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 10:23 AM