worse than ever.
had a corridor blackout, lift breakdown yesterday night.. even e water supply was running low. all e residents of block 1 were praying for an enblock sale asap. i was terrified by e dark staircases... but still.. i didnt dare to take e lift this morning even though it seemed to be working in good condition agn. naah.
wanted to walk to sch this morning but mom woke bro up at like 6.30am to make him fetch me to sch cause it was raing. but i insisted to walk. in e end, i still rode bro's car. i was pissed.
not because of mom/bro.. but y my dog is so ill. i want it to come back. cried to moment i reached sch today.. in fact i started cryin away last night.. even sms-ed minghwei--who didn even reply.. and fion--who actually still joked with me regarding e issue. oh gawd. i dun think i can take e impact if she leaves me. i love her. im sure she does to me too. but y? i cannot cherish her as much as now even though i wanted to in e past or even the day b4 she really fell really ill.
i cried. i want to cry. in my heart. im still cryin.pls. get well. i want to see u running freely at e grassy area agn, see u rubbing ur back against e grassy ground satisfactorily and raising all ur paws into e air.
i love u.
All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 10:43 AM
and the tears you cry
at 10:43 AM