still lickin' my paws

undecided. ://

Friday, January 27, 2006

hmm. i wonder if i should be happy a not.. my application of dropping c-lit has been approved by e sch yesterday... oh man. was it rite choice to drop tt subject? i mean.. im really puttin myself at risk now lor. shit la. other pple [4p &4t] r having their lits now. me? im like fiona... using the computer until we shiok in e library.....

today is supposedly e day i run with ming hwei one... apparently.. she n yit an went back to brunei and malaysia this early morning. die. am i a lesbian?? i kinda miss them a lot now. sighs.

had new yr mass n celebration today... w/o MW n YA... argh. i feel so out of place. after e mass, we, e secondary students had to return to class for our normal lesson. sucks rite? worst still later still got CCA as usual.. so wat if it's e eve of eve of CNY? isnt it still a new yr celeb? shouldnt we at least get a break frm our cca?????

since i didnt run in e morning, i went to borrow e treadmill during recess.. **oops. apparently im hungry now. :) so, back to wat i was tryin to say. when i went back to class after e run, i met janice along e way... guess wat she told me.. " u noe hor, just now i was in e library and i heard someone sayin ' aye yingshi's running agn le..' then e other person reply sayin ' i think she run now cause she didnt run in e morning la'.. i was like......." i laughed like hell lor. ** cos i didnt noe i was tt famous for running so much... haha.

"arr! arr!...arr!." did u hear e peacocks callin me agn? haha. coz i promised them to feed them during recess one.. but juz now got alot of pple so i decided to do it after sch.... hopefully there wouldnt be so much pple by then. **shit. my stomach's rumbblin agn.

aiya, later got huahui.. so xian. somemore start at 3.30pm lor. wonder wat hw i'll be having, hmms. bear comin later to collect her $45...--she sold her invest u to e sch la. yawns. then i saw jovena n jieying agn... as in.. they were here last wk.. could it be tt bear asked them to come along? i dunno la.

oh ya. sorry la jan. cannot go out with u today.. i broke my promise.. but i can swear to u i didnt wan it to happen ok. perhaps some other time k. dun be too sad abt it. who knows wat will happen tmr?---in case u dun get me... im tryin to say tt we dunno wat change will happen in e future. :)

fought with sis on *wed. i think. stop it. dun force me. before u regret, stop ur wrong-doings now. NO VIOLENCE. i WANT a violence-FREE home ok.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 11:46 AM

the peacocks recognises me!!!

Friday, January 13, 2006

hahas. it's true ok. sometime ago when i started feedin them agn.. they called me u noe... one of e male peacock even opened up it's "fan" ok. man. it feels so gd to be so close to animals. (:

oh ya. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY---ng jia wei. which was like 3 days ago on hari raya.. had bbq party there n ate lotsa chocolate cake n sinful food substances. but nvm. i kan be bothered to count about calories anymore. sick of it.

went for the 1st huahui of the yr today. kinda boring though. surprisingly, we didnt have to prepare for any new yr celebrations..or isit it doesnt involve me at all? how can?! ai ya. forget it. ran around the school like it was some trg for us.. luckily it only lasted for less than hr.

gonna be a busy yr for me startin frm the point when 2006's second hand started to move. tryin to complete my holiday hw currently though i really suck at it. plannin to drop c lit which i seriously cannot make it.. my sis told me i have to write it in formal chinese letter. oh man. so troublesome. but i dun care. still wan to drop c lit. yawns.

wanna buy a camera. but family object. huh. i wan to take photos of: peacocks! fish ponds! tortise pond! teachers! 'family'! but when? i dunno.

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 10:13 PM

a new beginning.

Sunday, January 1, 2006

HAPPY
TO THE
NEW
2006
YEAR!!!
(though i really dread it to e very bottom of my heart)

All the sleepless nights;
and the tears you cry
at 1:01 AM